so let's give it up for the new year. did this party of two have you slightly confused?
{oh.6} At a glance
1. Grace and I kicked off the new year in the crip club. {1.-1}
2. Shawn...Big mistake. {1.05}
2.5. Shawn is no more {1.21}
3. My cast came off. {1.31}
4. My mom went into the hospital. {2.10}
5. I turned 16. My mom is still in the hospital. Kerry and Jamie start going out. {3.17}
6. Kerry and Jamie broke up. {4.16}
7. Wint and Katie's last day {4.17}
8. The best month of my life started. {5.01}
9. The best week of my life started. This was Church Camp week. {5.12}
10. My baby girl got baptisted. {5.18}
11.
I cant finish this...I'm sorry you guys but while working on this I was reading previous post on lj and xanga. I just felt mentally and emotionally drained from all of it. I'm with an amazing guy and I have the best friend anyone could ask for but reading about how depressed I used to be started to make me doubt my whole life. I felt as tho Satan was trying to draw me back to that time. It got ot me so much just reading it that while I was listening to my iPod I started to skip over all of the happy songs.
Right now I just wanna thank my friends who stuck by me thru that time.
I dont know where my life would be if I had continued living the way that I was earlier this year. I've changed so much. I'm not at all the same person.
The year 2006 was a big year for me. It was full of depression, sadness, some joyful times. I know that I'm deffinitly ended the year better than I started it. I really hate making New Year's resolutions but if I had to make one, it would be that I live my life for God and make myself happier this year by making other people see my Lord and see how He has lead my life to make a complete turn.
Starting this year I had a broken heart. Now I'm ending it with a restored heart. It's funny that last year at this time I wanted to crawl into a hole and die. But this year the people that made me feel that way are the best things in my life right now.
Today is going to have a bunch of posts. The next one is going to be full of old surveys and then the same surveys but with my answers now in them.