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I am sooo homesick it all of a sudden hit me at
like an hour ago. It is so hard no knowing anybody and unfortunetly
everyone seems to already know at least a few people who go here
because they live only like an hour away. My roommate is really nice
though but her best friend from home goes here so I have a feeling I am
going to be alone alot of the time. I hung out with her and her friend
and her friend's roommate last night, we went to a party. It was okay,
even though none of us really knew anyone people were pretty nice. I
dunno it's just hard making new friends because it takes so much effort
and I am soooo shy when I first meet people so I feel like I haven't
been being my normal self just because I am always shy at first. My
roommate also lives only like 2 hours away so she said shell probably
go home on weekends sometimes to spend time with her little sister
which sucks cuz that means im going to be all alone. I am just so
exhausted and confused and feeling sooooo lost right now. I am like so
far away from everybody who knows me i feel like i am a nobody here. I
really hope I meet some people soon who I really click with because the
people I have met are really nice but like I dunno im sorta already
sick of just hanging out with them all the time. Oh yeah and they
canceled the books that I had ordered online last week since they can't
ship to dorm rooms for some odd reason so I dont know what I am going
to do about my books hopefully they have them in the book store...
whatever....
Oh yeah and I couldn't drink that much last night because all they had was beer. I am going to make myself like beer by the time I come home for Thanksgiving. I drank like 2 and maybe a half cups. Ew... blah...
bye bye
Oh yeah and I couldn't drink that much last night because all they had was beer. I am going to make myself like beer by the time I come home for Thanksgiving. I drank like 2 and maybe a half cups. Ew... blah...
bye bye