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[linzo6949]

I have 11 days left! I am completely exhausted since this past week I worked 59 hours! I have been spending so much time with my boy lately because I am freaked about leaving, I finally find someone after it's taken me how long, and in 11 days I will have nothing, it's like saying this is what you could have Lindsey but since you chose to go to NC this is what I cannot have. On a side note though he did mention hanging out this winter the other night and he has been talking alot about our future and why we are so good together. I think this is a good thing, I love him... yes I know it is soon but I do, I have known him for a year and a half and now that we are finally together I just know it is real, No matter how much time we spend together it is not enough, I wake up every morning missing him. So I apologize to all of my friends that I have been sort of neglecting, It is nothing personal I swear it's just I'm starting to get freaked out about the remaining time that me and Jay have together since I know all my friends would understand.

But this week I am only working 2 days.... hint hint

On another topic sort of.... I feel myself drifting from so many people already, I already have a pretty good idea with who I will be keeping in touch with and who  I wont be now. I am glad I know this now before I leave since I don't have to waste my 11 days hanging out with them one thing I learned from high school is who your true friends are. And I am so greatful for the ones I have. Even though I don't have alot it's those few people that make everything worthwhile ;)

Goodnight world