hey, just so you know i dont hate jennifer anymore i did i did alot and i did for a long time but mostly its because when her and i started hanging out in the first place the big deal was she had to stay off of hard drugs. plain and simple she knew that and i knew that there wasnt any if ands or buts about it. and i didnt even hate her when she didnt come visit me because hey what the heck jail is suppossed to suck anyways. its when i talked to her and she told me that she didnt come because she was at work.....on a wednesday.....i know shes off on wednesdays. well whatever i dealt with it and then a few weeks later i ran into her at the mall and she said she had to bring ian to the hospital the night before she was going to visit me and didnt get any sleep....so that was story number 2...i now notice that theres something fishy going on here. well i got pissed at her and she walked away, granted it was 1130am and her and ian were drunk but thats besides the point...well ian stayed behind and told me him self that he never went to the hospital and that they were partyin and she forgot....well this is the man she trusts enough to marry so hey he must be telling the truth right.ok partyin never hurt noone....so she calls me a few weeks later to straightin things up and she her self told me that she was doing coke again, to deal with the depression of her whole family "abandoning her" by moving to texas. she went on and on and started crying about how depressed she was and how i dont know what its like....and i reminded her that yeah my mom kicked me out and sent me to minnesota so i do know what its like... so whatever....im on probation....and she admitted to doing coke...im not going to jail AGAIN because of her coping methods thats just not going to happen. on top of that SHES ON PROBATION TOO.. but she can do coke and get away with it cuz it takes 3 days to get out of your system. whatever im not going to deal with that. so back to my first few sentences...the deal was if she ever started doing hard drugs again then it was over NO IFS ANDS OR BUTS ABOUT IT. so she knew it was coming as soon as she took that first snort.... and im not trying to trash talk her. shes a big girl she can do whatever she wants...shes got ian now and doesnt need me anyways and jason and i are the best weve ever been and im not holding a grudge, but im not going to go out of my way to take time out of my day to hang out with her anymore because she said herself shes not strong enough to deal with everything without coke. so whatever i get off probation in 2 weeks and im havin a baby in 7 months say what you want about that but its what i want. :) i lub you michelle and youll always have been a part of my life just like jennifer, i guess were all just on new chapters and the main characters have changed
Well, I guess if that's what she told you then that's what's true. I just have never heard anything. But of course she wouldn't tell me that. And she's so full of shit kos we did not abandon her. she coulda came too...but what was I supposed to do? Sit there and go more into debt and get in more fights with loser friends that aren't friends and just be a loser. Not a chance. I called and asked my mom to send me a plane ticket and they did. After a long argument with my dad. Which you know how he is. But I have a job now, about to get a car. And after that I'm moving out of my parents house. BUt yeah. I don't think that marrting Ian is the best move Jennifer can make at the moment but hey that's what she wants......I'll support her like a mother fucker. Congrats on the baby....and I'm glad to hear you and Jason are doing good. I wanna see pictures when you have her.....and I say her kos I'm a psychic and you're having a girl.....or atleast that's what I think you should have :). Holler at me. <3
U KNOW I DIDNT EVEN SAY HALF THOSE THINGS U SAID I DID LIKE THE WHOLE ME BRINGING IAN TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE HE HAD A HEART ATTACK GET SERIOUS IF I WERE GOING TO LIE I THINK I WOULD HAVE COME UP WITH SOMETHING A LITTLE MORE INTERESTING THAN THAT, BUT ITS OK BECAUSE EVERYONE WILL HOLD ON TO EVERY LITTLE BIT OF INFORMATION THAT COMES OUT OF YOUR MOUTH.IT REALLY IS NO BIG DEAL. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR KID I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY. I HAVE A SWEATER THAT BELONGS TO YOU I WAS JUST WONDERING IF YOU WANTED IT BACK. IM NOT GOING TO EVEN TRY TO DEFEND MYSELF AGAINST THOSE THINGS YOU SAID ABOUT ME. YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO YOUR OWN OPINION. IT JUST REALLY HURTS ME TO KNOW THAT YOU CAN BRING THIS IN FRONT OF EVERYONE ELSE BUT YET NOT SPEAK TO ME ABOUT IT. THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND I HOPE YOU LIVE A LONG AND HAPPY LIFE WITH YOUR FAMILY. I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU BUT I GUESS SHIT HAPPENS YOU LIVE LOVE AND GET ON WITH LIFE. ON A SARCASTIC NOTE GOODBYE FROM YOUR TRAILER TRASH COKE HEAD WHORE! I THINK THAT IS WHAT YOU CALLED ME RIGHT!
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