May 06, 2007 19:09
Do you ever have one of those days where your confidence is
pointless because you can't find it anywhere.
Today is one of those days.
I'm not sure why.
Its probably a combination of things ranging anywhere from
being tired (boring) to just plain ol' low self esteem.
Sometimes i wish that i could just make myself believe what I already know.
Isn't it weird that you can know something without a doubt
and yet you still don't believe it, at least not at the deepest level.
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I'd really like to write in my real journal but this is just so much
easier.
<3