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so remember when i said:
"I'm coming on this ship single and I'm going to leave it single"?
and
"I'll never get myself into a long distance relationship again"?
yeah - i failed
I just dropped Brad off at the ship for the last time. He leaves at 4 am to fly to Belize to join the Pearl. I love him very much and leaving was very hard on both of us. We've had fun the last two evenings visiting my friends and re-meeting my family.
We have cried a lot in the last few days. My eyebals feel like melons. My heart hurts.
I am still scheduled to join the Sky but I will do anything to get to the Pearl. If I can't then we won't see each other until March. And that will kill me. I love him too much. Sleeping without him is hard. The thought that I wont see his face tomorrow is devestating.
OH God... I hope you know what you are doing.
"I'm coming on this ship single and I'm going to leave it single"?
and
"I'll never get myself into a long distance relationship again"?
yeah - i failed
I just dropped Brad off at the ship for the last time. He leaves at 4 am to fly to Belize to join the Pearl. I love him very much and leaving was very hard on both of us. We've had fun the last two evenings visiting my friends and re-meeting my family.
We have cried a lot in the last few days. My eyebals feel like melons. My heart hurts.
I am still scheduled to join the Sky but I will do anything to get to the Pearl. If I can't then we won't see each other until March. And that will kill me. I love him too much. Sleeping without him is hard. The thought that I wont see his face tomorrow is devestating.
OH God... I hope you know what you are doing.