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Ever look around and say, "How is this my life?"
Since I graduated, this has kinda been the theme of my life. It's when I stop and look around and realize that I'm in the Crew Bar of the M/S Norwegian Dream after just getting off of counseling and hanging out with people from all over the world.
Its when my boyfriend, from St. Lucia, a country I didn't know about a few short months ago, takes me out for a walk at night and we end up seeing two shooting stars and lying on the beach in Bermuda.
Ever wonder which things were important and which ones weren't? Like if I skipped that particular thing, would I still be here? I was thinking today about Dance Olympus, way back in the day. If I had not walked across the dance floor with that annoying chick saying "attitude!" Would I still be here? Would that have changed my life?
It's amazing how looking back you can see the plan for you. Like if I didn't deal with Danny I would have never had Nick and never would've applyied for this job. Then I would have never broken up with him, had Mark, and now have Brad. A man that I would have never met if I didn't sign on THAT DAY. A man that makes my heart happy, and for the first time, really makes me feel safe. If I had been accepted into the interpreting program, I wouldn't be here. I'd be off cultivating clients and doing gigs, not sailing around the world. All these things just make me amazed at my life.
What about you? Do you ever think of these things? How If A never happened, neither would B, and since you really like B, and even though A kinda sucked, it was so worth it?
Since I graduated, this has kinda been the theme of my life. It's when I stop and look around and realize that I'm in the Crew Bar of the M/S Norwegian Dream after just getting off of counseling and hanging out with people from all over the world.
Its when my boyfriend, from St. Lucia, a country I didn't know about a few short months ago, takes me out for a walk at night and we end up seeing two shooting stars and lying on the beach in Bermuda.
Ever wonder which things were important and which ones weren't? Like if I skipped that particular thing, would I still be here? I was thinking today about Dance Olympus, way back in the day. If I had not walked across the dance floor with that annoying chick saying "attitude!" Would I still be here? Would that have changed my life?
It's amazing how looking back you can see the plan for you. Like if I didn't deal with Danny I would have never had Nick and never would've applyied for this job. Then I would have never broken up with him, had Mark, and now have Brad. A man that I would have never met if I didn't sign on THAT DAY. A man that makes my heart happy, and for the first time, really makes me feel safe. If I had been accepted into the interpreting program, I wouldn't be here. I'd be off cultivating clients and doing gigs, not sailing around the world. All these things just make me amazed at my life.
What about you? Do you ever think of these things? How If A never happened, neither would B, and since you really like B, and even though A kinda sucked, it was so worth it?