Yahh
I went to the drama club play with Alex and Matt today. Liz showed up and so she sat with us too. Khizra and Caitlyn were supposed to come, but.. they didn't. I don't know why. The play kind of sucked, but it was better than sitting at home. The dancing was bad and the singing was even worse. I think even I could have done a better job with the singing in some spots. I don't understand why the drama club puts on stupid plays. I always wanted to join drama club. But.. after seeing the play, I'm having doubts. Haha.
I feel like I don't do anything anymore. I just do homework and go to school. And occasionally dance when I feel up to it. I want to take voice lessons and art classes. I want to learn the guitar. I want to do pilates. I want to do pointe again. But do I do any of it? No. I dissappoint myself.
I've been doubting what I want to do when I get older recently. I've wanted to go in the medical field for yeeeears and become a pediatrician, but I've been having doubts now. I don't know if I want to spend 8 years in college. I would L-O-V-E work in the fashion industry, but if you don't make it, you're putting clothing on racks for minimum wage. I love fashion. If I could make a career out of it, it would be too great for words. I would love to work in Hollywood. Not like an actor.. but like.. well I don't know. But then again, you'll be working for minimum wage if you don't "make it". I don't know if I'm smart enough to be a doctor. I get good grades and such, but.. I just don't know. It's so friggin compliated. Dammit.
Anywho. I have to study for my lab quiz and for the Julius Caesar test. Later.