Boom boom boom...
What a weird turn of events...
You ever feel like you were being squished,
twisted,
"Put through the ringer" as some might coin the term.
It's happening to me as we speak.
What do ya do when your "Plans for the future" consist of
finding what you want to do with your life?
Most people have a clear cut path to their main goal, and I would say I have something more like a hole when it comes to mine.
It's worse than a dead end, because you would have to be going somewhere to be immiediatly stopped.
I am either falling, or standing still. Both of which cannot be tolerated.
Where am I gonna live next year?
Should I stay in East Lansing?
Where should I go to school at?
Should I even continue going to school?
What should I major in?
Should I get a masters degree?
Would it be easier to just quit and move somewhere and work a 9 to 5 10/hr and make just enough that I get by (slightly) by the end of the month?
It's not good.
I think I am beginning to fall into something that will be too hard for me to get out of...
Actually I think I may have passed that point. The hole was there, I am at the bottom, now someone please bury me alive.
This has been a weird day/weekend, to say the least.
I don't really know where to go from here.
I want to go to the Cider Mill again and pick apples this time.
My heart isn't very happy right now.
frustrated.
You ever feel like you were being squished,
twisted,
"Put through the ringer" as some might coin the term.
It's happening to me as we speak.
What do ya do when your "Plans for the future" consist of
finding what you want to do with your life?
Most people have a clear cut path to their main goal, and I would say I have something more like a hole when it comes to mine.
It's worse than a dead end, because you would have to be going somewhere to be immiediatly stopped.
I am either falling, or standing still. Both of which cannot be tolerated.
Where am I gonna live next year?
Should I stay in East Lansing?
Where should I go to school at?
Should I even continue going to school?
What should I major in?
Should I get a masters degree?
Would it be easier to just quit and move somewhere and work a 9 to 5 10/hr and make just enough that I get by (slightly) by the end of the month?
It's not good.
I think I am beginning to fall into something that will be too hard for me to get out of...
Actually I think I may have passed that point. The hole was there, I am at the bottom, now someone please bury me alive.
This has been a weird day/weekend, to say the least.
I don't really know where to go from here.
I want to go to the Cider Mill again and pick apples this time.
My heart isn't very happy right now.
frustrated.