May 01, 2002 19:38
Grrr.
My mom made me angry. I hate fighting with my mom, because when I get angry with her I feel guilt, and when I feel guilt like that I cry. Darn it.
I hate school. I am sick of school. I want school to be over. BUT then again the thought of what I'll be doing next year depresses the hell out of me.
That's right all, I made it to the MSU waiting list. A big screw you... to me. It's upsetting, mainly because I DON'T WANT TO BE HOME!! So I can do the OCC thing and transfer, or go somewhere else and transfer.. that's if I make it after that point. It sucks.
So I hate prom. I really do. I don't know why I am going. I never liked school dances.
"And I feel like I'm living the worst day, over and over again"
I am excited for senior skip day. That's about it. Woohoo to senior skip day. WOOH.
I also hate people. Sometimes I just want people to go to another county and leave me here all by my lonesome. That would be kick ass. Maybe I am just a loner like that.
How come one stupid argument can take the good out of an entire day, and make someone (such as myself) feel so worthless and depressed?
I don't understand emotions sometimes and I guess I never will.-Lindsey