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so i was going to write a really long entry but after reading a bunch i am way too tired...i think it is odd how i feel about spanish...i hate it but then love it...just sitting here listening to spanish music is nice...drowns out the shrill sound of my mother yelling at me. So i was so so so so so excited about guard...i got captain and though i was very sad that some other people didn't also get it i was so happy...i have wanted that for so long and i think it will be an awesome year if we can learn to get along. but i am so scared that they are going to have another "let's bash the captains" session like they did last year. Also there is so much pressure...like everyone is watching you and if you screw up they are all over your case. Next year will be good. Though i might be lonely at first, i am sure i will make new friends and rekindle the ones that i lost. But i achieved the 3 things i wanted to achieve for next year. I am guard captain, in MADS, and vp of our class. Activities aren't everything but they do help me to be content with myself. Well, time for lunch. lata