Aug 31, 2006 13:42
So...I'm convinced that by agreeing to go to Wayne state...I was also agreeing to NOT have a life for the next 2 years...with no summer break...and with only the week between Christmas and New Years off...my last final is Dec. 21st! Oh...and also...if I get a B-...that's considered failing...and if I get 2 of them...I could be kicked out of school...
This grad school thing is really great...huh?
This is gonna sound super cliche...but literally it's a damn good thing this summer was so great...because I'm never gonna have one again. It's time for me to get serious...like really serious. I can't party NEARLY the way that I used to. I mean that's a good thing...I'm ready to get serious...but it's just depressing. I'm NOT happy about summer being over. A lot of the kids I hung out with this summer have grown up jobs...like REAL grown up jobs where they have to wear suits to work...and they get a salary...and are talking about buying houses...and car loans...and other grown-up stuff. That's so crazy to me...I have 2 friends that had to relocate for their jobs.
When I think about the shit that I pulled...It's starting to be embarrassing. It never really was before. I don't know why...all of a sudden some of the stupid things I did when I was drunk...just thinking about them makes me cringe. I kind of wish I had controlled myself better.
Also...my crusade about not wanting a boyfriend is over. I haven't done anything crazy or random since Memorial Weekend (I mean I haven't even wanted to). I'm starting to want something serious...and comfortable...and safe. I get SO annoyed by drunk guys at the bars...even the super hot ones. It's so lame...I feel like such a...I don't know the word for it...like goody-goody...but the kind that thinks they are above it all? It's seriously probably high time for me to raise my standards tho...so it's probably not that bad...I don't know...
Hopefully I'll meet some super hot doctor type doing his residency at the hospital I'll be placed at for clinic...I had to get a lab coat you guys...I'll be working in a hospital or other medical facility for the the next year and a half...and then after that an internship...and then after that I'll need to find a real-life grown up job. Maybe relocate? ugh...it's gonna go by SO fast!