Falling
I'm on the computer looking up day labor jobs and the search is not going as well as I planned, but I'm not going to give up!
I'm having a hard time accepting myself right now.
So I have a couple weeks left of summer school and I think after that I'm going home for the rest of the summer. I can't really afford to live up here anymore. Come this September I have to decide if I'm returning to Western or not. I know its seem silly not to finish, especially if I have only a little more over a year left, but I just don't think I can do it.
I'm hurting too many people trying to find money to pay for college and to make it by. My parents just can't fund me anymore and the finaid isn't enough (especially in the summer because I don't get any at all!).
I don't like who I'm becoming and I don't know where I'm heading for my future and it scares me.
I'm having a hard time accepting myself right now.
So I have a couple weeks left of summer school and I think after that I'm going home for the rest of the summer. I can't really afford to live up here anymore. Come this September I have to decide if I'm returning to Western or not. I know its seem silly not to finish, especially if I have only a little more over a year left, but I just don't think I can do it.
I'm hurting too many people trying to find money to pay for college and to make it by. My parents just can't fund me anymore and the finaid isn't enough (especially in the summer because I don't get any at all!).
I don't like who I'm becoming and I don't know where I'm heading for my future and it scares me.