What Suffered The Most Damage?

Jun 11, 2005 19:41

I'm done with finals and I'm home for the weekend, not knowing what to do with myself. Its strange because I don't feel like I have a closure that school is over like the last two years because I didn't have the stress of moving out of a dorm in a day. I basically got to relax and enjoy a party with my friends and then pack for this weekend. Pretty laid back vibe. Thats usually how I have been in my life, but also a hard worker, but now thats changed. I still feel like I'm in that mode where I have to get something done or study something but I really don't. Its strange..... but it feels really nice. I think I'm going to take a relaxing bath tonight or hang out with my sister.
Being home with my family feels so good! I've hung out with my mom a lot and talked to my dad about futures goals and he just started blabbing about how proud he is of me. That was really nice to hear for some motivation in the high-sress coming years.

At the end of the year party I went with a friends to the bars and it was absolutely packed in everyone (like 80 min. waits) so we basically walked around and went to a really shitty bar but it was still fun. Guys kept hitting on me and it was freak'n me out. Maybes its because I don't looke like 90% of the bonches that go to bars but they kept commenting me on my eyes (how original ;). I don't really understand that because they are just sleep-deprived with smudged eye-liner everywhere that won't stay on. Whatever, I happy with my man and its going to stay that way. I don't think I'm a big bar person anyway, maybe for shows and once in a while to hang out but definitly not like some of these alcoholics that go everynight.

Eric and I went to a show last night at the West Legions Hall is Seattle that was pretty fun. I felt like my 'ole self again socializing with people, smiling, makign jokes and not worrying or stressing about something! There is a shit ton of shows coming up in June... but I'm more excited to be able to stay up in the beautiful Bellingham in the summer and hopefully go on some backpacking trips, day hikes, swimming, playing in parks and just enjoying the beauty of nature that surrounds us! Eric and I were talking about this to, how nature is so powerful and just sets peoples mind at ease.

Now its times to eat some delicous fejitas that my mom and I made!! mmmm, mmm.

Peace-

jules
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