Nov 13, 2006 15:14
i am a homebody. i very rarely go out to parties. for the most part i like to hang out with the regs in small groups. i also neglect people. never on purpose but i am bad at calling i am bad at hanging with people who i genuinely want to. after a period of time passes i feel uncomfortable and dont want to make the move to start hanging out. really i am just not a good friend.
so to teej and amber, to indie and any other of my friends that i hurt or neglected. i apologize.
its time for me to really grow up. im makin peace with my life. things happen i get hurt. get up move on keep fighting.
its time for me to not be so angry all the time. i apologize to anyone who had to deal with my anger and didnt deserve it. but dont expect the sarcasm or mockery to let up. it never will.
i do not believe in censorship. i never have and i never will. i am who i am and there is no changing that. i say what i think and i am proud of who i am.
my life is good. i got my baby love (who is almost 21) i got some kick ass friends a really really good family and tight house. and food i have a lot of food at my house and its nice. you can come over and i will make you pasta. or a sandwhich.