Damn carnivals!
I feel anxious...
Like there is something that I need to know but dont, or something I need to say but cant. But as far as I know, everything is just fine. I worked today from 9-5:30, and then babysat 4 children from 5:30-11:30...Christ Im really tired. But I need the money for overdue payments on everything. Made an appointment to pick my classes for CCRI in the spring semester. Thats exciting. Atleast I can feel like Im getting something accomplished for once. I dont want to go back to school, but its just something that has to get done, like fixing my car. Thats not done yet either. I just have to wait so I can get a ride to and from work everyday. Arg.
I can hear my brother and his girlfriend having sex. It really groses me out because I dont like her, and hes just...him. If it was anyone else it would probablly be different. But they are just nasty. I swear I think hes tring to stick it in her ass because shes yelling "I cant it hurts Denn" Oh my God it makes me sick.
Well, I have to go take the Crest Whitestrips off my teeth and go to bed. Maybe I wont wake up.
Love you All
~L*nz
Like there is something that I need to know but dont, or something I need to say but cant. But as far as I know, everything is just fine. I worked today from 9-5:30, and then babysat 4 children from 5:30-11:30...Christ Im really tired. But I need the money for overdue payments on everything. Made an appointment to pick my classes for CCRI in the spring semester. Thats exciting. Atleast I can feel like Im getting something accomplished for once. I dont want to go back to school, but its just something that has to get done, like fixing my car. Thats not done yet either. I just have to wait so I can get a ride to and from work everyday. Arg.
I can hear my brother and his girlfriend having sex. It really groses me out because I dont like her, and hes just...him. If it was anyone else it would probablly be different. But they are just nasty. I swear I think hes tring to stick it in her ass because shes yelling "I cant it hurts Denn" Oh my God it makes me sick.
Well, I have to go take the Crest Whitestrips off my teeth and go to bed. Maybe I wont wake up.
Love you All
~L*nz