I'm overweight
Today I was a peice of crap. As my mother so aptly put it: "it's like [I'm] a drug addict." Nothing really can stop me; I mean, it's not like I can just go "Ah! Didn't mom say she wanted to eat that later, and for me not to eat it!" My brain goes.. "Well, screw her! Food is GOOD!!" And I'm lost.
Sometimes I just want to beat the crap out of Kaitlyn, Mom, and Dad. It's like they just gang up on me. YES, I just ate a lot, NO, it wasn't good for me, but you're only making it worse, so will you just SHUT UP?! But I can't say that; they'll get mad, and go: "I'm trying to help!" Maybe they are. Trying, that is. Cuz each time I feel good about myself, mom sits me down with one of those "talks" and it makes this hurt more.
Anyone else deal with this?
Sometimes I just want to beat the crap out of Kaitlyn, Mom, and Dad. It's like they just gang up on me. YES, I just ate a lot, NO, it wasn't good for me, but you're only making it worse, so will you just SHUT UP?! But I can't say that; they'll get mad, and go: "I'm trying to help!" Maybe they are. Trying, that is. Cuz each time I feel good about myself, mom sits me down with one of those "talks" and it makes this hurt more.
Anyone else deal with this?