Deep breath
Not feeling quite as kicked in the teeth today. Certainly not going to cry - at least, I don't plan to.
Jessi called - always good to hear from your best friend when you need a little pick-me-up. She suggested a good/less messy method of breaking things when you're mad and want to, but don't want to break things that you might want to use later (you know, laptop, tv, fists). She suggested throwing eggs in your bathtub. Pretty easy clean up - just hose it out, and pick up the eggshells. I will certainly do that one, should I feel the need.
Note to self: In the contracted agreement of social behaviors, remember to include, "honesty," rather than, "misguided notion of sparing feelings because that's a load of shit."
Went to the gym with Elizabeth. Good times. She keeps playing phone tag with her trainer -- you get one freebie with them when you join. That's not so good, but I think getting together to do the gym is probably one of the best choice I've made in my life. I may contiually pick men who don't want me or get cold feet, but jumping into the hampster-wheel that is exercise with my friends was a very wise choice.
Then there was the bar. We pulled my mom along because Elizabeth and I forgot our clean shirts so we stopped by my house. That was fun - different bar than our regular hang out, which took some circling to locate a parking spot - but not too bad. They had the right idea about the seats in the booths, but the backs were at an odd angle so we all ended up leaning on the table. Aside from that, generally a good evening.
Went home that slept well, which was nice since I had not slept particularly well the evening before.
Anyway, I suppose I feel a bit better and the kicked in the teeth feeling should disapate with time.
Jessi called - always good to hear from your best friend when you need a little pick-me-up. She suggested a good/less messy method of breaking things when you're mad and want to, but don't want to break things that you might want to use later (you know, laptop, tv, fists). She suggested throwing eggs in your bathtub. Pretty easy clean up - just hose it out, and pick up the eggshells. I will certainly do that one, should I feel the need.
Note to self: In the contracted agreement of social behaviors, remember to include, "honesty," rather than, "misguided notion of sparing feelings because that's a load of shit."
Went to the gym with Elizabeth. Good times. She keeps playing phone tag with her trainer -- you get one freebie with them when you join. That's not so good, but I think getting together to do the gym is probably one of the best choice I've made in my life. I may contiually pick men who don't want me or get cold feet, but jumping into the hampster-wheel that is exercise with my friends was a very wise choice.
Then there was the bar. We pulled my mom along because Elizabeth and I forgot our clean shirts so we stopped by my house. That was fun - different bar than our regular hang out, which took some circling to locate a parking spot - but not too bad. They had the right idea about the seats in the booths, but the backs were at an odd angle so we all ended up leaning on the table. Aside from that, generally a good evening.
Went home that slept well, which was nice since I had not slept particularly well the evening before.
Anyway, I suppose I feel a bit better and the kicked in the teeth feeling should disapate with time.