Aug 07, 2006 23:40
Things as always are confusing and just out of control, to say the least.....
The last week of my life was spent in bliss. Im playing it cool, not expecting a thing, when ive pretty much been given the ok to assume something is going on, what that something is I do not know, nor do I know if that something even stands for anything, but I like it.
Feelings really do have the abaility to make you feel like your an emotional wreck, but man does it feel perfect when they are in your favor. I feel almost torn between 2 people. Whats to come is never clear and I really do hate that, and even though this whole idea could very well end up in the gutter, I know its good for me. I feel guilty, and escited at the same time.
I love you, and im crushing on him.....whats a girl to do?????