shit fuck damn
So im sitting in E joy {an internet cafe, thats downtown Tempe Arizona} Im waiting for Chris aka CJ to get back here so him and I can take the bus back to my house for the night... well, at least thats what im hoping for. He is suppose to leave tonight which means it will be my last time being able to spend any amount of time with him. I dont know him all that well, but we click, and to be completely honest I like him. We have fun together. He is deffinetly my favorite person to spend time with expecially when we go on the roof of our house and talk for hours on end. Its quite perfect actualy. After work today when I finaly got to see him and he told me he was leaving, I got more upset then I thought I would. I knew he traveled, its how he lives his life...right from the start I knew that becoming friends with him would mean that at some point soon I would have to say good-bye. I dont understand how someone can just live there lives by up and leaving everytime things get a little rough for them. I know he will cave and end up coming back to the house with me....he cant resist our conversations, but it still sucks that tonights hang out will be our last.