i'm glad you're good
close my eyes and dream forever...
why not...my dreams are more peaceful than reality. i've no comment on reality ryt now its not my friend ryt here and now. My family is killing me more than they kno. i've been breakin down so many tyms this past month cuz i cant deal. i kno i kno "God never gives u more than u can handle" ya well u kno wut, i kno that...and thats wuts killing me cuz my stoopid human body thinks that everything is tough so i'm setting higher...goals for myself. and i WILL acheive them. I cant let anyone down. Lets just say, i got a 98 on a Algebra test today and i was mad at myself. ya i kno. well i NEED to keep strong since my family's falling apart. I CANT fall...its not in my rule book to fall. I'm sick of being called "blonde" and "dumb" and "stupid" and everything else that my friends have called me before...i'm sick of being the one that doesnt kno a lot and clueless about life. Nope. Not no more. Not gunna happen. Sorry. If Private Schools can be smart and handle well then so can I. I'm gunna learn these things whether it kills me or not. I dont care. I"m gunna strive to be the best that i can be. Maybe better. Life can go ahead and bring it. Its already screwed up my family. lets see wut else it can screw up for me. I'm not gunna be the one that doesnt kno anything anymore. I dont care what happens but i'm not gunna be that person anymore. No more.
...maybe sumday it'll be okay
why not...my dreams are more peaceful than reality. i've no comment on reality ryt now its not my friend ryt here and now. My family is killing me more than they kno. i've been breakin down so many tyms this past month cuz i cant deal. i kno i kno "God never gives u more than u can handle" ya well u kno wut, i kno that...and thats wuts killing me cuz my stoopid human body thinks that everything is tough so i'm setting higher...goals for myself. and i WILL acheive them. I cant let anyone down. Lets just say, i got a 98 on a Algebra test today and i was mad at myself. ya i kno. well i NEED to keep strong since my family's falling apart. I CANT fall...its not in my rule book to fall. I'm sick of being called "blonde" and "dumb" and "stupid" and everything else that my friends have called me before...i'm sick of being the one that doesnt kno a lot and clueless about life. Nope. Not no more. Not gunna happen. Sorry. If Private Schools can be smart and handle well then so can I. I'm gunna learn these things whether it kills me or not. I dont care. I"m gunna strive to be the best that i can be. Maybe better. Life can go ahead and bring it. Its already screwed up my family. lets see wut else it can screw up for me. I'm not gunna be the one that doesnt kno anything anymore. I dont care what happens but i'm not gunna be that person anymore. No more.
...maybe sumday it'll be okay