ScReW tHiS mAnNnN!!!!! >:-Z
UGH...i am gunna die from my friends stoopid emotions. With everything going on ryt now...this just aint working. Their emotions change as fast as seconds in a clock. Everytym i dont help them they get mad...evrytym i do help them...the next day the problem is gone and i'm left with the problem and ppl that dont need to be mad at me are mad at me! I just read sumthing on xanga...and so now i'm like...depressed. or wutever. my dads bday is soon. the 8? or 7? i dunno. or mayb 9? i dunno. i'll look on the church calender at church i guess. I'm losin it guys. Everything is like a blurr. The only reason i appear to be "stoopid" is because i dont care wut happens around me anymore. I dont care. I could like be in a Hard metal concert...and zone out be ready to sleep. I dunno. I dont care about my surroundings anymore. Its like...i see wuts going on...but I dont care. It all doesnt matter anymore. This life doesnt matter anymore. I'm gunna die in the end anyways. Alicias bday is soon too...the 8th.
I dunno. I'm gunna take a break off of AIM and YIM for a bit cuz it causes way too much drama and problems and all. I dunno. I'm not gunna write on this pr xanga for at least a week b/c there is no point and this also has a problem with causing shtuff to happen that shouldnt have started. I dont agree with a lot of ppl ryt now in life. I could spend a day telling ppl wut i dont agree with. Probably arguing with them. Especially sum certain ppl that i kno. I dunno. Leev me something if u think i should continue talking on aim, yim or xanga/lj and in a week...i'll check out who wants me to continue and who doesnt. but w/e. Bye.
I dunno. I'm gunna take a break off of AIM and YIM for a bit cuz it causes way too much drama and problems and all. I dunno. I'm not gunna write on this pr xanga for at least a week b/c there is no point and this also has a problem with causing shtuff to happen that shouldnt have started. I dont agree with a lot of ppl ryt now in life. I could spend a day telling ppl wut i dont agree with. Probably arguing with them. Especially sum certain ppl that i kno. I dunno. Leev me something if u think i should continue talking on aim, yim or xanga/lj and in a week...i'll check out who wants me to continue and who doesnt. but w/e. Bye.