It's been a while
Wow, it's been a while. I've decided that I'm locking this down.
I'm so tired. Tired of the drama that has become my life. Tired of not being perfect. Tired of being afraid of who and what I am. Tired of not being able to say I care, because I fear that the others don't care for me. Tired of not being able to stand on my own two feet and kicking the shit out of someone who deserves it. Tired of it all. Tired because I'm not a good friend, because I'm so wrapped up in my drama drama DRAMA existence, that I miss the call for help. Tired of not being perfect. Wait, I said that already.
I haven't slept in a week.
I'm coming home after work tonight and going to bed. It's a do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars, just taking my ass home and sleeping. I've earned it.
I'm so tired. Tired of the drama that has become my life. Tired of not being perfect. Tired of being afraid of who and what I am. Tired of not being able to say I care, because I fear that the others don't care for me. Tired of not being able to stand on my own two feet and kicking the shit out of someone who deserves it. Tired of it all. Tired because I'm not a good friend, because I'm so wrapped up in my drama drama DRAMA existence, that I miss the call for help. Tired of not being perfect. Wait, I said that already.
I haven't slept in a week.
I'm coming home after work tonight and going to bed. It's a do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars, just taking my ass home and sleeping. I've earned it.