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Apr 15, 2005 19:42

I am feeling really frustrated and wired tonight, like I want to do something but can't quite put my mind to actually DO it. My friend hasn't emailed me back and we were supposed to see a movie, so I'm mildly disappointed about that, but I'm sure he just got occupied with something else..still! I used to spend a good portion of my nights home online by choice (yay for long-distance relationships and few in-city friends) and now I don't so much, and I'm all restless. Gah.

Also, DAMN YOU NONSEXUAL CRUSHES. This has been going on FOR A MONTH and it is IRRITATING. If I am going to act stupid and goofy around someone, there should at least be a hint of attraction, and yet..not. I have outright looked for the attraction, and there is none. So this stupid behaviour is just...no. I'm not in high school anymore. Though, I am one hundred percent thrilled with my singleness, which is so very pleasant. I keep getting random infatuations and not actually wanting them to go anywhere.
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