better
So I am trying to get over my heart break. And remember all the good things that happened last week. And granted its all such a blur because of lack of sleep and all the stress..But I realized that all the things good and bad that happened last week will make me a better person.Sure I lost trust in some people that I trusted full heartedly. But I have learned from their mistakes and I will be the better person in the long run. ha.
I feel that this journalmathing is usually an outlet to all my stress- but I do have to admit that I am dealing with alot of stress right now. I am really far behind this semester. I feel like I am drowning which can explain the dreams in which I am trying to save myself and others from sweltering waves in this beach house. I mean dont ask me what is going on the dream. All I know is that I am suppose to somehow save everyone.
Two nights in a row I have gotten off the phone with jaime and fell asleep before I could take my contacts out, brush my teeth, change into pjs, and turn off all lights and electronics. I have waken up at 3am two mornings in a row realizing that I havent done anything.
My teeth hurt. The Red SOXS are amazing. Everything happens for a reason. I do need a hug.
I feel that this journalmathing is usually an outlet to all my stress- but I do have to admit that I am dealing with alot of stress right now. I am really far behind this semester. I feel like I am drowning which can explain the dreams in which I am trying to save myself and others from sweltering waves in this beach house. I mean dont ask me what is going on the dream. All I know is that I am suppose to somehow save everyone.
Two nights in a row I have gotten off the phone with jaime and fell asleep before I could take my contacts out, brush my teeth, change into pjs, and turn off all lights and electronics. I have waken up at 3am two mornings in a row realizing that I havent done anything.
My teeth hurt. The Red SOXS are amazing. Everything happens for a reason. I do need a hug.