Blind Conscience
I spent two an hour and a half walking blind through the streets of Seattle yesterday. And I do mean blind. My thoughts heaved and swirled and I brushed my fingertips over strange surfaces, my heart smiled when my hands found the puppy sitting outside the cafe and raced when my feet found the grass and ran without an end.
We did it as an exercise in my Acting class. After we gave each other full body massages.
Sometimes I just love going to conservatory.
And sometimes I feel guilty. The guy who gave me the massage is good looking, so I find my conscience wondering if in some way maybe I've betrayed Alex. I know it's a silly notion, but being so separated from him seems to amplify my worry. We spoke only briefly the other night, when I was meant to be sleeping, but it was unsatisfying and left me with a funny taste in my mouth. Then he forgot to say goodbye.
I came home and did my Voice and Speech homework (recording Linda Evangelista off an Australia's Next Top Model broadcast for analysis), then fell asleep around 9pm, without having finished my Psych or Theatre History assignments.
I'm going through all my clothes and putting things I don't wear in a box. Hopefully I'll take the box to Hurricane Relief this weekend. I've filled half of a TV box so far, and I've still got two garbage bags of clothes to sort.
I've got a new phone.
We did it as an exercise in my Acting class. After we gave each other full body massages.
Sometimes I just love going to conservatory.
And sometimes I feel guilty. The guy who gave me the massage is good looking, so I find my conscience wondering if in some way maybe I've betrayed Alex. I know it's a silly notion, but being so separated from him seems to amplify my worry. We spoke only briefly the other night, when I was meant to be sleeping, but it was unsatisfying and left me with a funny taste in my mouth. Then he forgot to say goodbye.
I came home and did my Voice and Speech homework (recording Linda Evangelista off an Australia's Next Top Model broadcast for analysis), then fell asleep around 9pm, without having finished my Psych or Theatre History assignments.
I'm going through all my clothes and putting things I don't wear in a box. Hopefully I'll take the box to Hurricane Relief this weekend. I've filled half of a TV box so far, and I've still got two garbage bags of clothes to sort.
I've got a new phone.