random ramblings
Hey all,
Not much to update on really, I’ve just been dealing with a whole lot of shit which doesn’t seem to be going away.
I’ve got my yearly exam coming up and I’m thinking of doing Angel.
Don’t ask me why, but yeah. Louise… you have to send me that backing track girly, just to remind you.
I don’t know how I’m going to get it but yeah.
I hope I don’t have to go down this path, but if I don’t get that backing track before well, next term, I’m gonna have to bye it from this online shop, that, I hate doing because there so expensive. So if anyone knows of any good cheep sites or even to download that backing track for free, comment and tell me, or call me on 0421255472.
It’ll be greatly appreciated.
Put it this way. I don’t trust the internet!
That reminds me.
For all you guys that don’t know, I haven’t been on msn or skype for a while because my computer decided to crash.
Completely go and die.
It’s got no windows and all. Just a black scream.
Yuck!!
That’s really really really annoying!
I can’t speak to all you guys which saddens me greatly.
I’ll be on as soon as possible I promise.
I’m not sure how long that is, because my computer hasn’t even been fixed yet, and don’t know when it will.
David, welcome to the land of LJ.
I’ve got briannas birthday tomorrow which is loads of fun. Yayyy! I’m sleeping over for the weekend, Freedom!!! No going to the caravan. Yayyyyy!
To all the heaten family, I’m sorry to here about your Nan. R.I.P.
I’ve known her for about 10 years or so.
I remember seeing her at the beginning of this year. She was such a nice person, and really friendly.
She would always help me around, and Brianna and I used to do concerts in front of her and the rest of the family.
It’s so sad to here of her passing…
I’ll miss you Nan Heaten, and to Pop Heaten, I hope you stay strong. Just keep smiling.
Same goes to Jay, Paul, Pam, and Brianna.
*Holds the tears back….
Just before I go, to listen up this entry a little, I want to show you guys just how much of a freak I am of Delta.
Hahaha!! It’s not just me, Nat as well.
Last year Nat and I decided to be complete freaks and write a poem using the song off Deltas 2 albums. Innocent eyes and Mistaken Identity.
That first part I wrote.
Then when the Delta album came out, Nat decided to continue that poem and put the rest of the songs including some of the unreleased- unheard songs:
I don’t care, Here I am, Lost for words, beautiful Madness (A fricken ausem song!), take me home, together we are one, Brian and Delta- Almost here and the one she did with westlife- all out of love,
Like only a woman can (Partly changed), on my own, flawed, unsure, some of Brians songs like inside out and twisted.
Here it is:
Born to try or, mistaken identity.
I was born to try, with innocent eyes,
apparently I was fragile, just like a butterfly.
Look miss predictable almost here,
then I realised, this is not me,
not me not I.
It must be,
a kace, of mistaken identity.
I met a guy,
it as out of the blue,
as he was running away,
I said I am lost with out you.
Now as I write,
I think of something so magic magic,
think of something so tragic tragic,
rite before my eyes,
to separate lives.
And now I no,
it's a little too late,
my mum would say.
But don't you understand,
don't you remember what it was?
remember, that extraordinary day,
a year ago today?
I met my rock,
and now can't you see,
mum, I'm not that strong?
It's like thunder and lightning,
crashing and striking,
trust me,
it was a miss communication,
you were just disorientated.
Now the light has faded,
everything just seems so wrong,
mum, can't you help me, out of this electric storm?
I can't be strong.
Now as I write,
I think of something so magic magic,
think of something so tragic tragic,
rite before my eyes,
to separate lives.
And now my love,
I write this song,
on my last night on earth,
before I am gone.
I want you to no,
from the bottom, of my fragile heart,
you were my sanctuary,
so again I ask you,
will you fall for me?
I'm for ever,
wishing there would be an other day,
other wise, I’m running away,
I don't care happy or sad,
just a little longer.
So you can take me home,
Because other wise you will only brake my heart.
And I can’t brake that to my heart,
so come on, put your brave face on,
because you are my guardian
and together we are one,
and with out you I am all out of love.
So now we’ll make it rite,
We will believe again that in this life there’ll be angels in the room.
Where god will laugh, and one day I’ll become your woman,
Just like any woman can.
Nobody listened,
That’s why I feel unsure,
I’m on my own, and lost for words.
So in my own time,
I will try to find those words to undo my big mistake,
and express the way I feel about you.
can’t you see me?
Here I am flawed and confused.
not knowing what to do.
But one thing I do no is I can’t live without you.
Rite now our lives are twisted and inside out,
but we’ll find a way to work it out.
We will fill our life with beautiful madness,
Even if it means picking roses with our bear hands.
Hahahahaha! We are freeeeeeeeeeks!
Every lunch time back in year 9 and occasionally, we will have this huuuuuge Delta marathon singing all random Delta songs, and yeah.
I won’t bore you all about it, but that’s just me.
Anyway, I’ve kinda got nothing else to say, so with hugs to all,
Linlet.
PS. I’m seeing bex and Nelson in a few weeks!!
Yayyyyy!
Louise, I miss you like crazy chica.