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Im here listening to Gwen to take my mind off of a scary dream I had..in this dream Luke was dying ...he was paralyzed and swollen..I know it sounds gay, and Im the type who loves dealth in dreams..but not when its my Luke. It looked, and felt real..his eyes were no longer shineing...it was such a dreadful site.
Yesturday I was grounded seriously for no reason. I stepped in the house from spending the day with Alyssa and Luke. I mean I could understand her being upset cuz Luke was there, but I was giving him his birthday gift since I cant do it today. And she freaked out...I never argued back. and was grounded for a month. She kept telling me I cant date him because he has a different religion..but i told her Gil would have done the same thing , and she said well id give him a hard time everyday for it...Im like sooo Im not allowed but he is? She can be so stupid sometimes, thinking men get better treatment.*rolls eyes* Oh well, I hope this wont last like some of my groundings dont. I mean she might take away going to church from me knowing her...shes so lame shes like why are you going to church? she asks me this every week, yet Luke's religion is such a huge deal. Its not like hes jewish, hes christian!! its the same fucking thing!*rgg* oh well Im too tierd to get angry. Lately Ive been going to bed later because I have to stay awake with Lukey. I wake up and sleep with him everynight. I take care of him all day except when I go out.
Well at least Alyssas home safe from her trip. She had a good time, and thats what matters. I hope I can still see her...
As for Ashley, Vanessa and Sarah...I shall dedicate a short appoligue here for them. I really couldnt make it yesturday because Alyssa couldnt give me a ride, and I stayed over her place because she had so many stories and things to show me, and gifts to give me and stuff. She just came back from Europe and she inivited me out so I couldnt say no..I told her first I have to call Ashley..thing is I didnt have her number on me...by the time i arrived home i assumed they would have left a long time ago. Then last night Vanessa told me, they went to zellers like a million times to meet me there. I didnt even say i was going for sure...and I said I probably would be there, if at all...maybe she misinterpreted it..shit...for that im so so so so sorry. It seems whenever her and I try and hang out, something always happens..its nothing to hurt her or anything..its just bad luck i guess.
Side note: Happy birthday Joshie
Yesturday I was grounded seriously for no reason. I stepped in the house from spending the day with Alyssa and Luke. I mean I could understand her being upset cuz Luke was there, but I was giving him his birthday gift since I cant do it today. And she freaked out...I never argued back. and was grounded for a month. She kept telling me I cant date him because he has a different religion..but i told her Gil would have done the same thing , and she said well id give him a hard time everyday for it...Im like sooo Im not allowed but he is? She can be so stupid sometimes, thinking men get better treatment.*rolls eyes* Oh well, I hope this wont last like some of my groundings dont. I mean she might take away going to church from me knowing her...shes so lame shes like why are you going to church? she asks me this every week, yet Luke's religion is such a huge deal. Its not like hes jewish, hes christian!! its the same fucking thing!*rgg* oh well Im too tierd to get angry. Lately Ive been going to bed later because I have to stay awake with Lukey. I wake up and sleep with him everynight. I take care of him all day except when I go out.
Well at least Alyssas home safe from her trip. She had a good time, and thats what matters. I hope I can still see her...
As for Ashley, Vanessa and Sarah...I shall dedicate a short appoligue here for them. I really couldnt make it yesturday because Alyssa couldnt give me a ride, and I stayed over her place because she had so many stories and things to show me, and gifts to give me and stuff. She just came back from Europe and she inivited me out so I couldnt say no..I told her first I have to call Ashley..thing is I didnt have her number on me...by the time i arrived home i assumed they would have left a long time ago. Then last night Vanessa told me, they went to zellers like a million times to meet me there. I didnt even say i was going for sure...and I said I probably would be there, if at all...maybe she misinterpreted it..shit...for that im so so so so sorry. It seems whenever her and I try and hang out, something always happens..its nothing to hurt her or anything..its just bad luck i guess.
Side note: Happy birthday Joshie