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Alright back to livejournal,
Today and everyday since friday my mind has been going a mile a minute. I think its due to Mr.Gordon whidrawl..just kiddin. Ive just been ranging from high highs and low lows. Like par example: I have the most wonderful boyfriend, you guessed it Luke. Alright we are so awesome right now. He gave me the sweetest bear and I named him Lucky well we both named him that. I always talk to him and we live so close and hes everything I want.He came over on Sat and we had a total blast watching..u guessed it.. Shaun of the Dead. Very typical Amanda. But then during all this joy , I have to deal with Matt, whom attempted suiside from the mere fact of the obvious truth that we cant be together. All this time I have been blamming myself, even if it is his fault too, I made him think these awful thoughts. Now he lays as I type...hopefully he will live. Post A comment to the Matt fund, give me your oppinnion ! *looks around* was that a joke? i dont even know.-_-; But Im trying not to think about it too much because i have more of live to live. I've known Luke for so long and never realized how amazing he truely is. I love him^^; I really shouldnt listen to this song though..it makes me sad..*its been a while since I first saw you* ok ok enough of that
As for school, there seems to be a lot of snow days when there barely is snow. Hopefully I can go out today. I dont wanna stay home. Anyone wanna hang? pick a place. I just wanna go:P mostly cuz my hair is co opperating with me=) its actually cool:D i love it! see what i mean high highs and low lows? Im so excited about my hair but so sad because of Staind:S
Hmm as I write this Im talking with John ^.^ Johns so cool. He likes all the coolest things, well cool for me. He likes Evil Dead and Friday the 13th common thats just asking for my approval. He claims to be an inactive lj writer. Deannes mortal enemies. Hes so awesome, not like he'll read this but you know. Hes nice=)
Who likes Jimmy eat world? they're having a concert soon and Ive been debating weater or not I should go...hmmm or if anyone hears of concerts i would like just msg me
Today and everyday since friday my mind has been going a mile a minute. I think its due to Mr.Gordon whidrawl..just kiddin. Ive just been ranging from high highs and low lows. Like par example: I have the most wonderful boyfriend, you guessed it Luke. Alright we are so awesome right now. He gave me the sweetest bear and I named him Lucky well we both named him that. I always talk to him and we live so close and hes everything I want.He came over on Sat and we had a total blast watching..u guessed it.. Shaun of the Dead. Very typical Amanda. But then during all this joy , I have to deal with Matt, whom attempted suiside from the mere fact of the obvious truth that we cant be together. All this time I have been blamming myself, even if it is his fault too, I made him think these awful thoughts. Now he lays as I type...hopefully he will live. Post A comment to the Matt fund, give me your oppinnion ! *looks around* was that a joke? i dont even know.-_-; But Im trying not to think about it too much because i have more of live to live. I've known Luke for so long and never realized how amazing he truely is. I love him^^; I really shouldnt listen to this song though..it makes me sad..*its been a while since I first saw you* ok ok enough of that
As for school, there seems to be a lot of snow days when there barely is snow. Hopefully I can go out today. I dont wanna stay home. Anyone wanna hang? pick a place. I just wanna go:P mostly cuz my hair is co opperating with me=) its actually cool:D i love it! see what i mean high highs and low lows? Im so excited about my hair but so sad because of Staind:S
Hmm as I write this Im talking with John ^.^ Johns so cool. He likes all the coolest things, well cool for me. He likes Evil Dead and Friday the 13th common thats just asking for my approval. He claims to be an inactive lj writer. Deannes mortal enemies. Hes so awesome, not like he'll read this but you know. Hes nice=)
Who likes Jimmy eat world? they're having a concert soon and Ive been debating weater or not I should go...hmmm or if anyone hears of concerts i would like just msg me