All's good!
Well what can I say? Life is pretty good right now. I'm actually really relaxed and its a lovely feeling. I'm in the middle of exams and I'm not stressed either. Just got the result back for the one I did on Wednesday, 91%. Granted it was multi choice but thats still great. I've got an anatomy test next Thursday too and I'm totally like 'bring it on!'. Everyone else is sweating like crazy about it.
*sigh*
Guess I'm just happy to be learning again. Never thought it would happen to be honest. I always hated education when I was younger but its a hell of a lot easier for me now. Maybe because its my own choice? Dunno, but I'm enjoying it a load. Guess its nice to get out of the house and be around people again. I've not actually had real life friends that I can hang around with in years!
Not to mention I've been motivating myself to do things again. I've started fiddling with some old drawings I did, I've been doing a bit more writing on my Mianol works and I've been delving into making youtube videos too. I've been baking biscuits too. ^^
Money is still a problem and I've not found a job yet but its not nagging at my mind like it was. I guess you can put part of my calmness down to the meds I've gone back onto. I was off them for like 6 months but it didn't go well. Stress and fear can really be a serious killer. Its funny how much you realise it was ruling your life when you go on these things. You can actually look back and say...'damn I was a mess!'.
Its actually funny you know. In my physiology classes we have been learning about the nervous system and in doing so I understand how my meds work now. *shakes his head* You wouldn't think the solution was so easy and harmless. Heh! Honestly though I feel amazing again.
Anyway, back to my evening gaming relaxation spree. I'm playing WoW, PSO BB, Panzer Dragoon Saga and Magic the Gathering...not at the same time obviously. XD Hahah, madness.
*sigh*
Guess I'm just happy to be learning again. Never thought it would happen to be honest. I always hated education when I was younger but its a hell of a lot easier for me now. Maybe because its my own choice? Dunno, but I'm enjoying it a load. Guess its nice to get out of the house and be around people again. I've not actually had real life friends that I can hang around with in years!
Not to mention I've been motivating myself to do things again. I've started fiddling with some old drawings I did, I've been doing a bit more writing on my Mianol works and I've been delving into making youtube videos too. I've been baking biscuits too. ^^
Money is still a problem and I've not found a job yet but its not nagging at my mind like it was. I guess you can put part of my calmness down to the meds I've gone back onto. I was off them for like 6 months but it didn't go well. Stress and fear can really be a serious killer. Its funny how much you realise it was ruling your life when you go on these things. You can actually look back and say...'damn I was a mess!'.
Its actually funny you know. In my physiology classes we have been learning about the nervous system and in doing so I understand how my meds work now. *shakes his head* You wouldn't think the solution was so easy and harmless. Heh! Honestly though I feel amazing again.
Anyway, back to my evening gaming relaxation spree. I'm playing WoW, PSO BB, Panzer Dragoon Saga and Magic the Gathering...not at the same time obviously. XD Hahah, madness.