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Oh lordy. I'm posting!
I think I should go back to posting. It's always so nice to be able to just "Blargh" out whatever I'm emoing about and if nessecary, lock it behind restricted access. TO LET IT ALL GO~ And not force any one person or group to listen to me bitch. The joys~
How have I been? Such an interesting question. I dunno, mostly "Bleh." and other negative things. I need to find more sources of good times in my life.
Finally getting over my hopeless addition to World of Warcraft. I got my Night Elf Warrior to Grand Marshal (For those who know what that means) and it's been a rapid decline in interest. Had an individual chase after me in an EMO QQ rage that I don't quite understand and that drives me crazy.
Last Saturday was a glorious glimmer of wonderment though.
Cathy, Keith myself and some people I don't know when to Biddy Mulligan's in Dover and I had a great time. Drank myself 5 Greatful Dead, 2 Shots of 1800 Tequila and an Irish Car Bomb. I am quite proud of me. :D
I would love to feel, I guess that'd be the term for it, what one of the lyrics suggests from RENT - Out Tonight. Namely "So lets find a bar, so dark we forget who we are. And all the scars from the nevers and maybes die." I are teh afraid of just letting go, relaxing and having a good time. Even when I drink, I'm constantly (mentally) struggling to keep control. And when I can't control myself, situation or whatever I get pissed off and don't want to deal with it. I should fix this. zoh my god.
Uhm, as for other stuff. Gonna prolly have yet another retail job /joy. Megan isn't coming up for the holidays. Which makes me sad, I understand WHY she's not comming up but I'm still crying on the outside! WHAT WILL I DO MEGGIEZ!
Lastly
"I like waffles."
I think I should go back to posting. It's always so nice to be able to just "Blargh" out whatever I'm emoing about and if nessecary, lock it behind restricted access. TO LET IT ALL GO~ And not force any one person or group to listen to me bitch. The joys~
How have I been? Such an interesting question. I dunno, mostly "Bleh." and other negative things. I need to find more sources of good times in my life.
Finally getting over my hopeless addition to World of Warcraft. I got my Night Elf Warrior to Grand Marshal (For those who know what that means) and it's been a rapid decline in interest. Had an individual chase after me in an EMO QQ rage that I don't quite understand and that drives me crazy.
Last Saturday was a glorious glimmer of wonderment though.
Cathy, Keith myself and some people I don't know when to Biddy Mulligan's in Dover and I had a great time. Drank myself 5 Greatful Dead, 2 Shots of 1800 Tequila and an Irish Car Bomb. I am quite proud of me. :D
I would love to feel, I guess that'd be the term for it, what one of the lyrics suggests from RENT - Out Tonight. Namely "So lets find a bar, so dark we forget who we are. And all the scars from the nevers and maybes die." I are teh afraid of just letting go, relaxing and having a good time. Even when I drink, I'm constantly (mentally) struggling to keep control. And when I can't control myself, situation or whatever I get pissed off and don't want to deal with it. I should fix this. zoh my god.
Uhm, as for other stuff. Gonna prolly have yet another retail job /joy. Megan isn't coming up for the holidays. Which makes me sad, I understand WHY she's not comming up but I'm still crying on the outside! WHAT WILL I DO MEGGIEZ!
Lastly
"I like waffles."