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Lets start with today, and back track!
Today I went into the other room and spent 30 minutes on the home gym of death and then proceeded to jog/run until I dropped dead (which didn't take long). Got home and I felt like I got the shit kicked out of me. I was coughing for an extended period which I find excessively depressing. I couldn't even run to the front without being extra winded. I will work on this. I really need to get back into some sort of shape. I dislike how I look greatly, and I want to change. I just need to keep the mental goodness. I do say that overall I feel better than I typically do just sitting on my ass doing nothing, which is a huge plus. I want to ideally drop 20 - 40 pounds and get some sassy definition in meh body. Be supra seksi!
I met Cathy-san at Fresh City for a lunch thing she won out of one of those "Put your business card in this bowl and we'll pick your name and feed you information about our company and then buy you lunch." I can't say that this was the worst idea ever. Cause I SAW THE FACE OF GOD ... if he were an exceptionally hot man that is. :D GOOD GOD!
I have found myself lost in the World of Warcraft. Uncertain as to what I want to do honestly. I know I want to try the end game out, and I love my warrior. I'd love to be able to main meat shield the encounters and what not. . . but despite how much I like the members of Feud on Aegwynn there's a lot of factors I despise. There's little to no constant PVP. Takes hours to get into Alterac Valley so that I can get my Pig Mace and crap, and then Warsong Gulch and Arathi Basin are nice, but we always lose as the Alliance teams we fight are all 10 man organized groups who queue up together. If by chance, we do win, 99% of the time they will cease queuing for hours. On Nathrezim, I have picked up PVPing with my buddy Heglamore. I loved it before, I love it more now. I feel useful, where as I feel weak on my Orc.
Another issue I have with Aegwynn is the plethora of players whom have gear that they by no means, deserve. They pay to have their character leveled up to 60 for them (in shortest time possible) and then continue to feed gold to the "Chinese Farmers". It makes it painfully difficult for legitimate players to keep up. Not only do they acquire this gear by a means which is against the Terms of Service, but they suck at their class. Aegwynn is over crowded with warriors. Not the highest played class, but still WAY too many. 99% of them can't tank one mob from one of the easy 60 instances, let alone more than one.
Part of me wants to play Final Fantasy XI again. It would be positively terrible to level up, as I didn't get far before everyone I knew who played on my server left to play World of Warcraft. Playing solo doesn't bother me. I'm a good gamer, I'll find other good players who'll be impressed enough to want me to level with them on a consistent basis. My issue will be an extreme difficulty in gathering wealth to help leveling and trade skills. The economy on all the Final Fantasy XI servers, especially Garuda is fucked from what I'm told. I'm not one to buy gil/gold so that's actually out of the question. I think what I'll end up doing is once I am gainfully employed again, I'll pay for a month and see how much I really do want to play. If I continue, then I'll buy more time, if not at least I can say I gave it a shot.
I apologize for those who may actually take INTEREST in reading my emoJournal for the lack of posts. I know that it is a source of information to get on me if you don't necessarily have the opportunity or ability to contact me :o It's been a crappy set of months and when the drive is missing, posts just don't happen. :D
Michelle (my sister) moved back in. I was dreading it, but so far it's not that bad. She's hardly home, she doesn't complain about anything, even my music at night. She won't interfere with me working out or anything of that sort. It's kind of like she was still living with God knows who and only coming buy to harass the parents or drop off her laundry.
Overall, my mother has been exceptionally more nice to me as of late and it worries me. It's not that I don't appreciate it or anything. Its just over the course of 19 years, I've always felt like I was resting on the back burner and was only called to attention when I made a huge scene. I grew agitated of always being the one to help out, regardless of it being my natural behavior :P, and always being called for when something needs fetching. Especially when it'd be somethin' like a glass of milk, and mother would just be leaving the kitchen. She wants to talk with me more often. She's found herself addicted to World of Warcraft. I just ordered her a brand new Laptop so she could play World of Warcraft on her own machine, instead of eating 8 hours on Saturday/Sunday on my computer (It's true, she plays that long...). It concerns me cause she is on my comp so much, and a lot of it is while I'm not here baby sitting. I wonder what she gets into (if anything). If she wanted to, she could go through and read all of my past live journal entries (if she hasn't already). I don't have anything like porn or junk like that on my comp to avoid. But a lot of my older entries I feel should be kept from both my parents eyes. I'm not ashamed of what I wrote, nor do I regret it. I just don't want to worry them. They have enough on their plate.
AS per my last post. I really do feel uninteresting. I used to be a huge interweb socialite. While in high school, I used to talk to a core group of friends for HOURS on end. Like, it'd be 8 pm when the conversations would start, and I'd still be up at 4 am chatting away with the few remaining members who were loony nocturnals like myself. I hardly speak to any of them anymore. Nor do I talk with a lot of the friends I've met recently, or know from "IRL". I can hardly keep a conversation alive for five minutes now with any one person. I find myself desperately trying to keep conversation going when it should just flow. A lot probably has to do with I don't really DO anything so there's not a lot to talk about. But I never really talked about my personal experiences with school/life in the past. Occasionally, yeah it was brought up but not a constant stream of conversation topics.
I bought RENT recently and I have been obsessed with it. :D I listen to the sound track a lot, I watch it probably way too much. Sandy should know how bad it is ^.~ But I enjoy it immensely. Everyone I've encountered who's seen it has enjoyed it. This makes me glad.
Lastly. MEGGO IS LEAVING :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( I'm dhoomed. G'luck Meggo! Have fun! Be Happie ^_^
Today I went into the other room and spent 30 minutes on the home gym of death and then proceeded to jog/run until I dropped dead (which didn't take long). Got home and I felt like I got the shit kicked out of me. I was coughing for an extended period which I find excessively depressing. I couldn't even run to the front without being extra winded. I will work on this. I really need to get back into some sort of shape. I dislike how I look greatly, and I want to change. I just need to keep the mental goodness. I do say that overall I feel better than I typically do just sitting on my ass doing nothing, which is a huge plus. I want to ideally drop 20 - 40 pounds and get some sassy definition in meh body. Be supra seksi!
I met Cathy-san at Fresh City for a lunch thing she won out of one of those "Put your business card in this bowl and we'll pick your name and feed you information about our company and then buy you lunch." I can't say that this was the worst idea ever. Cause I SAW THE FACE OF GOD ... if he were an exceptionally hot man that is. :D GOOD GOD!
I have found myself lost in the World of Warcraft. Uncertain as to what I want to do honestly. I know I want to try the end game out, and I love my warrior. I'd love to be able to main meat shield the encounters and what not. . . but despite how much I like the members of Feud on Aegwynn there's a lot of factors I despise. There's little to no constant PVP. Takes hours to get into Alterac Valley so that I can get my Pig Mace and crap, and then Warsong Gulch and Arathi Basin are nice, but we always lose as the Alliance teams we fight are all 10 man organized groups who queue up together. If by chance, we do win, 99% of the time they will cease queuing for hours. On Nathrezim, I have picked up PVPing with my buddy Heglamore. I loved it before, I love it more now. I feel useful, where as I feel weak on my Orc.
Another issue I have with Aegwynn is the plethora of players whom have gear that they by no means, deserve. They pay to have their character leveled up to 60 for them (in shortest time possible) and then continue to feed gold to the "Chinese Farmers". It makes it painfully difficult for legitimate players to keep up. Not only do they acquire this gear by a means which is against the Terms of Service, but they suck at their class. Aegwynn is over crowded with warriors. Not the highest played class, but still WAY too many. 99% of them can't tank one mob from one of the easy 60 instances, let alone more than one.
Part of me wants to play Final Fantasy XI again. It would be positively terrible to level up, as I didn't get far before everyone I knew who played on my server left to play World of Warcraft. Playing solo doesn't bother me. I'm a good gamer, I'll find other good players who'll be impressed enough to want me to level with them on a consistent basis. My issue will be an extreme difficulty in gathering wealth to help leveling and trade skills. The economy on all the Final Fantasy XI servers, especially Garuda is fucked from what I'm told. I'm not one to buy gil/gold so that's actually out of the question. I think what I'll end up doing is once I am gainfully employed again, I'll pay for a month and see how much I really do want to play. If I continue, then I'll buy more time, if not at least I can say I gave it a shot.
I apologize for those who may actually take INTEREST in reading my emoJournal for the lack of posts. I know that it is a source of information to get on me if you don't necessarily have the opportunity or ability to contact me :o It's been a crappy set of months and when the drive is missing, posts just don't happen. :D
Michelle (my sister) moved back in. I was dreading it, but so far it's not that bad. She's hardly home, she doesn't complain about anything, even my music at night. She won't interfere with me working out or anything of that sort. It's kind of like she was still living with God knows who and only coming buy to harass the parents or drop off her laundry.
Overall, my mother has been exceptionally more nice to me as of late and it worries me. It's not that I don't appreciate it or anything. Its just over the course of 19 years, I've always felt like I was resting on the back burner and was only called to attention when I made a huge scene. I grew agitated of always being the one to help out, regardless of it being my natural behavior :P, and always being called for when something needs fetching. Especially when it'd be somethin' like a glass of milk, and mother would just be leaving the kitchen. She wants to talk with me more often. She's found herself addicted to World of Warcraft. I just ordered her a brand new Laptop so she could play World of Warcraft on her own machine, instead of eating 8 hours on Saturday/Sunday on my computer (It's true, she plays that long...). It concerns me cause she is on my comp so much, and a lot of it is while I'm not here baby sitting. I wonder what she gets into (if anything). If she wanted to, she could go through and read all of my past live journal entries (if she hasn't already). I don't have anything like porn or junk like that on my comp to avoid. But a lot of my older entries I feel should be kept from both my parents eyes. I'm not ashamed of what I wrote, nor do I regret it. I just don't want to worry them. They have enough on their plate.
AS per my last post. I really do feel uninteresting. I used to be a huge interweb socialite. While in high school, I used to talk to a core group of friends for HOURS on end. Like, it'd be 8 pm when the conversations would start, and I'd still be up at 4 am chatting away with the few remaining members who were loony nocturnals like myself. I hardly speak to any of them anymore. Nor do I talk with a lot of the friends I've met recently, or know from "IRL". I can hardly keep a conversation alive for five minutes now with any one person. I find myself desperately trying to keep conversation going when it should just flow. A lot probably has to do with I don't really DO anything so there's not a lot to talk about. But I never really talked about my personal experiences with school/life in the past. Occasionally, yeah it was brought up but not a constant stream of conversation topics.
I bought RENT recently and I have been obsessed with it. :D I listen to the sound track a lot, I watch it probably way too much. Sandy should know how bad it is ^.~ But I enjoy it immensely. Everyone I've encountered who's seen it has enjoyed it. This makes me glad.
Lastly. MEGGO IS LEAVING :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( I'm dhoomed. G'luck Meggo! Have fun! Be Happie ^_^