Jun 17, 2005 16:09
So here we go, attempt number THREE at making an update.
Hooray. Last Saturday I turned twenty-one years of age. Went out with mommy and daddy for lunch and mommy was suprised I wasn't going to have a drink at freakin' 12:00 pm. After that I went to Kohl's to see my cronies there... suprisingly a lot of people worth talkin' to were workin' that day. Hung out for 45 min, talked with people, had my life threatened by a friend and went home. Got called at 2:30 to have a party at Cathy, Julia, Lynie and Melinda's new house. And so I went. Got realy drunk, ended up vomitind and making the moment humerous when I called Julia's cellphone to ask for a glass of water. =P
Felt like shit on Sunday and spent most of the day feelin' misreable. Had Subway and lost my wallet! :D Which I can't find even now. Slept most of Monday. Felt absofuckinlutely craptacular Tuesday and wound up sleeping all day. Went to yet another party to say Good-bye to Maja as she heads back to Bosnia on Sunday. There were a lot of people I didn't know ... and so I enjoyed myself ... but was rather quiet and unfun.
Currently, I find myself in an emtional down-wardspirial. I seek companionship, as most of us do and have becoe terribly lonely. My search on the interweb is unshockingly semi-sucessful if not for the whole distance issue... which I have an issue with. :D I think I may be really picky when lookin' for guys around the area. And when I do find someone who interests me ... I'm not their type. = (
More crappily noted, I find that sometimes I ponder callin' up Pat and finding out if his offer is still on the table. Just so I could have some semblance of a feeling to enjoy. I want to, and yet I don't. I'd rather not have to because I don't want to be all that "down" with Booty Calls. It feels wrong to use someone just for sex... no matter how badly the desire. I'm fairly sure part of this crappy time has to due with my unemployment which lead to me being unable to go to Florida this week like I had planned. I was supposed to visit my grandmother and aunt for the week and have some fun at Disney.... I have the money to get the tickets down and back, but not enough to do anything of entertaining value while there. Mostly cause by the 27th, I'll be losing $500.00 for my Driver's Education. = / Sadly, it's more important currently than vising relatives.
I had other things to talk about, but they've been lost. Hoe wellz. Hit me up for hang-outy funness cause ... I need it D: