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The Obvious: It Rained
So i took Brads HUGE black trench coat.
i went to school, all was good.
after school i went to Walmart to find
A voice recorder, scan trons(stupid me), and pencil holders for binders, NO LUCK
i am directed to Office Max, i go...
i find the shit,(other than scan trons) but i am there looking for it for like 20 minutes, Ive got like 2 people on me at all times acting like they are looking at shit.. it was the trench coat, only the trench coat. i just light felt In The Spotlight, and in the wrong.
i can see school and work in my face, i am getting bags under my eyes. i might quit Jitb, only so i can study more efficiently because right now, its just not happening, not like it should be.
No increase in social life thus far, maybe if i had a little more time.. even if i had that little more time.. i would spend it to myself and with my family.
I had my closing session in counseling Wednesday. everyone keeps saying "Oh, so your Better?"
Better, Better, Better... uuuuhhh.... does anyone ever get better, and better from what, when was i Bad? I did not take it as an insult or anything, maybe it was just the way everyone is putting it that i am wondering if there was something Wrong with me? Obviously i was depressed, cutting, but, is that Wrong? i dont think so.. i think .. it was human nature, biological most definitely.
too much analyzing.
So i took Brads HUGE black trench coat.
i went to school, all was good.
after school i went to Walmart to find
A voice recorder, scan trons(stupid me), and pencil holders for binders, NO LUCK
i am directed to Office Max, i go...
i find the shit,(other than scan trons) but i am there looking for it for like 20 minutes, Ive got like 2 people on me at all times acting like they are looking at shit.. it was the trench coat, only the trench coat. i just light felt In The Spotlight, and in the wrong.
i can see school and work in my face, i am getting bags under my eyes. i might quit Jitb, only so i can study more efficiently because right now, its just not happening, not like it should be.
No increase in social life thus far, maybe if i had a little more time.. even if i had that little more time.. i would spend it to myself and with my family.
I had my closing session in counseling Wednesday. everyone keeps saying "Oh, so your Better?"
Better, Better, Better... uuuuhhh.... does anyone ever get better, and better from what, when was i Bad? I did not take it as an insult or anything, maybe it was just the way everyone is putting it that i am wondering if there was something Wrong with me? Obviously i was depressed, cutting, but, is that Wrong? i dont think so.. i think .. it was human nature, biological most definitely.
too much analyzing.