*Poof* I disappear
I'm a pessimist trying to be optimistic. It's hard when all I seem to be is disappointed. I want to make everyone happy and it makes me sad that I fail. My friends don't seem to really be my friends at all; that makes me feel lost. I want to be everything you want and need, but it is an impossible task. At times, all I want to do is give up and let you lead the life you deserve to lead. Some time away to send my brain on vacation is what is in order. I need to stop thinking too much, it gets me in trouble.