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Broken hearts
Shattered dreams
Empty promises
Nothing is what it seemed
Lost friends
Lifeless minds
Useless time
It's all so far behind
Leaving the memories
Starting anew
A better life
One without you
I'm extremely out of it right now. Ignore that little poem thing or whatever. I've been sick all weekend, so I'm trying to rest and get better so I have the strength to finish packing and leave on Sunday. Brian mapped out my whole trip for me. I have the greatest boyfriend in the world. He has me leaving at 5am. He is SO lucky that I love him! ;)
I've felt really off for the last few days. I think it's because of my dad and his sudden turn of emotion. This is honestly the first time in my entire life that he actually really cares. He has never given a crap about anything I have done or gone through, but this time it's different. He has helped me out so much already, and it's not even all he is doing yet. All is this is for Brian as well. I think that's why my dad is acting the way he is. It's because of Brian. I didn't believe it at first, but my dad really does like him, and he wouldn't be doing anything or supporting me at all if he didn't approve of him and our relationship. My dad is also aware that we plan to spend the rest of our lives together. I think that has made a huge impact on him, and he knows how serious I am if I'm moving all the way to Texas to be with Brian. All I can do is thank him. To be honest, I have absolutely no clue how to react. Dad seems to like the thank yous and occasional hugs though.
I went to Walmart tonight. Kind of just wanted to get out of the house for a bit. Of course, when I went, they didn't have the 2 things I went for in the first place. I ended up getting hangers, chapstick, and batteries. Might have been the most useless Wally World trip ever, haha. Tomorrow I have to go to the other one and look for oil for my car so my dad can change it before I leave. That, and I need a change of address form, and I need to email my resume to the restaurant in Texas. That will be so awesome if I get a job there. I don't think I'll have too much of a problem though, hopefully. I know I can find a job somewhere, but it'd be nice to be in a kitchen though. I feel like that's almost where I belong.
Welp, I should probably shut up now. Later all.
Shattered dreams
Empty promises
Nothing is what it seemed
Lost friends
Lifeless minds
Useless time
It's all so far behind
Leaving the memories
Starting anew
A better life
One without you
I'm extremely out of it right now. Ignore that little poem thing or whatever. I've been sick all weekend, so I'm trying to rest and get better so I have the strength to finish packing and leave on Sunday. Brian mapped out my whole trip for me. I have the greatest boyfriend in the world. He has me leaving at 5am. He is SO lucky that I love him! ;)
I've felt really off for the last few days. I think it's because of my dad and his sudden turn of emotion. This is honestly the first time in my entire life that he actually really cares. He has never given a crap about anything I have done or gone through, but this time it's different. He has helped me out so much already, and it's not even all he is doing yet. All is this is for Brian as well. I think that's why my dad is acting the way he is. It's because of Brian. I didn't believe it at first, but my dad really does like him, and he wouldn't be doing anything or supporting me at all if he didn't approve of him and our relationship. My dad is also aware that we plan to spend the rest of our lives together. I think that has made a huge impact on him, and he knows how serious I am if I'm moving all the way to Texas to be with Brian. All I can do is thank him. To be honest, I have absolutely no clue how to react. Dad seems to like the thank yous and occasional hugs though.
I went to Walmart tonight. Kind of just wanted to get out of the house for a bit. Of course, when I went, they didn't have the 2 things I went for in the first place. I ended up getting hangers, chapstick, and batteries. Might have been the most useless Wally World trip ever, haha. Tomorrow I have to go to the other one and look for oil for my car so my dad can change it before I leave. That, and I need a change of address form, and I need to email my resume to the restaurant in Texas. That will be so awesome if I get a job there. I don't think I'll have too much of a problem though, hopefully. I know I can find a job somewhere, but it'd be nice to be in a kitchen though. I feel like that's almost where I belong.
Welp, I should probably shut up now. Later all.