Aug 09, 2004 17:33
So ive just re-applied for my job. Im so frustrated because i need to RE APPLY!!! damn the actual DET procedures. they should just hire me and save time and effort on interviewing other people! Ill be hopelessly lost if i dont get it again. I have no idea what ill do with myself. i dont want to be unemployed, but i dont want to have to work a shitty job either, and i still have no idea what i want to do as a career. Im lost, frustrated with my boss and actually a little bit scared of what my future holds for me. I wish could just fall into a career that i enjoy, without all the hassles that come with applying.
My friend steve asked me to go to the Falls Festival with him for new years.. so im hoping ill have enough money to buy tickets and fund my little trip away.. im really excited coz ive wanted to go for the past fews years, being an avid triple j fan, so him inviting me is just awesome.
Its my 20th soon, and im dreading the whole family deal that comes with bdays. i'd rather just ignore it and let it pass, but i think my mother wants to have a big dinner thing.. bugger!! Turning twenty. i feel old!!
Anyways.. music to play, people to yell at.