Everything that I wasn't expecting..........
I like this. Last night, I was watching football and Justing was cleaning the house. When I came home for lunch today, he had it sitting on the table already warmed up with a glass of koolaid for me. Last night when I woke up violently coughing he ran and got me a drink and asked if I was ok. He never lets go of me while I'm sleeping. He acknowledges that I'm there. I like this. I love this actually.
I think that Justin is the only person who understands that I work a full-time and also a part-time job. He knows that I'm struggling to pay my bills and that's why I work my ass off. He knows that this is only temporary and that my night job will be no more after the credit card bill is paid off. He knows that I will always be there for him and he doesn't see me as "neglecting him" when it comes to my work hours like all my other so called friends do. I'm tired of the guilt trips. Come on guys! Seriously. I know that you are all still alive and you are still my friends, but lay off for a minute so that I can get my shit situated first and then I can have fun. It's the game called life. I just want to get the work out of the way first and then I can have fun for the rest of my life..........................................................................................................................................................
Love - Sarah B
PS. I am now engaged and plan to be married in about 1 year and 6 months. After my solider comes home from the war in Iraq. :)
I think that Justin is the only person who understands that I work a full-time and also a part-time job. He knows that I'm struggling to pay my bills and that's why I work my ass off. He knows that this is only temporary and that my night job will be no more after the credit card bill is paid off. He knows that I will always be there for him and he doesn't see me as "neglecting him" when it comes to my work hours like all my other so called friends do. I'm tired of the guilt trips. Come on guys! Seriously. I know that you are all still alive and you are still my friends, but lay off for a minute so that I can get my shit situated first and then I can have fun. It's the game called life. I just want to get the work out of the way first and then I can have fun for the rest of my life..........................................................................................................................................................
Love - Sarah B
PS. I am now engaged and plan to be married in about 1 year and 6 months. After my solider comes home from the war in Iraq. :)