So cut my wrist and black my eyes so I can fall asleep tonight...or die...
When
When when when when when
When will this everlasting and overwhelming feeling of emptiness and longing go away?
When will someone look at me and fall in love with me for a change?
When will someone love me so much with all his body, mind, heart, and soul that he would want to live the rest of his out with me, side by side?
When will someone just take me in tight embrace and kiss me for no good reason except for the fact of "I love you"?
When will someone gaze into my eyes and smile back at me knowing they have finally found the perfect match?
When will my love find me?
When?
They all say someday. Someday, Ashley, someday. Just you wait...someday your prince wil come. For now I'll sit here in my rusty cage with silent tears upon my face, waiting. I'll draw that needle to my wrist trying not to think of what I miss, waiting. I will drag it across my scar tissued skin and shakily I will begin...singing
someday my prince will come, someday my prince will come...
Scratch
Rip
Tear
Cut
someday my prince will come, someday my prince will come...
For now, I'm here...waiting...as my song quietly echoes into oblivion