My Day...
Hey everyone!!!! Today was an interesting day...you see, I WAS supposed to go to Jon's house today, BUT as it turns out, I didn't. POURQUOI, you ask...well it is simply beacuse Jon had gotten in trouble that morning or the night before or something, his mother yelled and told him he had to go study for finals. I was this >> - << close to seeing him after 6 + months of not seeing him, but no...like all other things in my life, that has been snatched away from me, yet AGAIN! You see, I was in the car circa 1:30 when I called Jon ((I told him I was gonna call him before I came to his house)) WELL...when he picked up he said to me- "Oh, didn't you get the IM's I sent you this morning? I got in trouble and you can't come over because I did yada yada yada crap crap crap moo shit fuck glass dancing in the street skip to my lou and a plastic flamingo! I am 'sorry' but I am sure we can hang out after finals." -Yea, ok Jon...whatever you say. By the way folks...I didn't get any of the quote IM's unquote that he quote sent unquote to me. ((well...that is because he probably didn't send them...COME ON ASH! FUCKING SMELL THE ROSES WHEN FATE IS SHOVING THEM SO FAR UP YOUR NOSTRILS THAT BLOOD IS POURING FROM THEM!!!! YEESH, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!? AM I BLIND!?!??!?! AM I STUPID!?!?!? no...I am just naive and lonesome, but that is all *rolls eyes at herself*)) ANYWAY... at first I was kinda upset...and can anyone blame me? A guy I haven't seen in more that half a year FINALLY makes concrete plans to see me and spend time with me. ((it made me feel special...I know it sounds stupid, but 99.9% of the time, I have to make all the plans and call everyone and everything. If I didn't do that with any of my friends...I probably wouldn't have any...maybe 1 or 2 at the most. I KNOW this sounds selfish but I wish that there would be a day where *gasp* someone calls ME and asks ME to go do something with THEM without ME hinting at them like a rabid howler monkey! And when Jon asked me to hang out...well I felt "special" I felt that he really cared *rolls eyes yet again*)) But what happens...he cancels on me, WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE THAT WAS LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! But here is where the day gets better...instead of me sulking and being all like "Oh my poor emo heart is broken in little shards that are too sharp to be put back together again...I think I will cry my crocodile emo tears until I drown in them" I called Jen!!!! YAYE! She said that she asked her aunt if I could go with them to see HP3 with them and her aunt said YES! WHHHOOOO!!!!!! After, I called Kristine and she invited me over to her house. I was still a little sad and after explaning to them why I was sad, I got a round of hugs from my Armenian loverlies!!!! ((<3 ALL MY FRIENDS!)) I helped Natalie with Kingdom Hearts AGAIN! Then Kristine, Natalie, Alexia, and I walked up to tulip to the sweet shop and bought 7 bucks worth o' canaday. After, we met Andrea at the OLV fair, walked around for a while ((I saw Vinny and his Mexican dog...WWHHOOO!!!!! lol {sigh, why do all of the nice guys have to be stoners?!?! WHY!??!?!? *Cries her emo tears*} He is such a nice dude...)) and then we returned home...where we watched Invader Zim!!!! Walked home about 7ish and ate some Raman noodles prepared oh so loverly by me own fajha. It was funny actually, he kept asking me how to make it and I was all, hmmm....boil water, put noodles in, stir, add flavor, stir again, and let it chillax for 'bout 2 minutes or so. And if those instructionauts confoozed the shinglez out of ya...hue could always look at the handy dandy instructionauts on the package. Avant le diner, Je regarde le tele avec mon pere. Nous regardons le Bruce Almighty!!!! C'est GOOOUUUDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! ((if ya dun parlez le francaise, whip out ur translator-o-dora and figure it out)) AANNDDDD....now I am here with you, you sexy computer monitor...typing away!!!! WOW, I said a shiznatter full, but before I go... I leave you with one parting note which you may choose to ponder on for a while or not...
FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!!!!
With that said...armageddon outta here!!! peace bitches.
~Ash~