Life sucks

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It's been awhile since I posted anything. I was reminded of that by a very good friend tonight when I read my e-mail. Well not a whole lot has been going with me lately. That whole officemax thing turned into a big flop for me. I will re-apply there I think but I'm also looking for a job more towards my expertise. I love cooking. Therefore i will look for a job as a cook at a nice restaurant. I was a cook in the Marines so I've had extra schooling as well as before the marines, so I don't think it will be to hard. It's good to do something that you love to do naturally. So that is my plan for the week. I'll never apply at a fastfood restaurant again. I've worked in fastfood before when I was in high school and I hated it. I don't care how poor i become but I will never again work in a place like that. I've almost finsihed painting my room today. i will finish up tomorrow:) My mom says the hospital must have switched babies on her and given her a puertrican kid instead because my room is bright orange. That was a pretty stereotypical thing to say but she meant well. I still don't have internet on my computer yet, the phone jack in my room is fucked up so i will have to get that fixed hopefully sometime this week. There is nothing to do around here, that fact is made worse because I can't go anywhere when I don't have any money. It's hard enough to scrape up what money I have left for cigs. I'm sleepless tonight I guess. I'm watching "Samurai X" right now. It's a japanese anime movie. Some anime is alright but others are just to kid-like. I've started reading my chronicles in order, starting with Memnoch the Devil, it's pretty good. I also watched the move "Somethings Gotta Give" with Jack Nicholson and Diane Keaton. It was an outstanding movie. If I stay awake any longer I'll probably watch it again or just watch "Bulletproof Monk"(which since I own, I've seen a bajillion times). Well thats all for right now other than the fact that I'm hungry and I've eaten like 2 times today. Maybe I will find something to eat:) Lets all hope. I'm always eating but I never gain a pound, I think I'd die if I ever was overweight only because for about 18years of my life I've never broken 130 and now I weigh like 140.
I'm going back to the movie now so I'll write more about my dull life when something actually happens;)

ciao