schoolage
A huge chunk of my life is missing... half of my life you could say. I'm kinda clueless on what to do next. What do I do know when I'm all stressed out? Who can I turn to? Answer: Lauren. Tonight, I'm heading over to Lauren's. I think she might be the only one I can really relate to right now. I love her. She reminds me so much of me in a way lol.
Wishing
Wishing I could change my past
Wishing I could control my future
Wishing I could stay in this moment forever
Wishing that I was a better person
Wishing that I would try harder
Wishing that I could be a better daughter
Wishing that I could be a better friend
Wishing that I could make everything right
Wishing that I could stop the pain
Wishing and wishing...
but I need to stop wishing and face reality
I guess all I can do right now is to pray for God's will and try to avoid my family... When will this ever stop? When do I get my happiness? When will I stop being so selfish?
Wishing
Wishing I could change my past
Wishing I could control my future
Wishing I could stay in this moment forever
Wishing that I was a better person
Wishing that I would try harder
Wishing that I could be a better daughter
Wishing that I could be a better friend
Wishing that I could make everything right
Wishing that I could stop the pain
Wishing and wishing...
but I need to stop wishing and face reality
I guess all I can do right now is to pray for God's will and try to avoid my family... When will this ever stop? When do I get my happiness? When will I stop being so selfish?