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sooo...lastnight i'm watching this movie with my grandma...
*Powder*...pretty old movie.
at the end Powder goes and talks to this guys wife who's dying, and she tells him she wants to wear *the ring* that he got her when they were younger.
so he pulls this ring outta this old box and OUT OF ALL THE RINGS IN THE WORLD this has to be the SAME ring that jenn wears all the time. it's the ring jenns grandma gave her before she died.
when i finally fell asleep lastnight, after bawling my eyes out for 3 hours, i ended up dreaming about that ring of jenns.
i think i was wearing it, or i saw it on jenns finger and the heart in the middle was missing. strange.
today i was on my myspace and there's a pik of me, jenn, and nancy and you can see that ring i'm talking about. i've been seeing a lot of it now...ever since lastnight.
and today, i went to the casino with 20 bucks...left with 112.21. and then some, cause i have some cash saved up. i've been thinkin i want another tat.
since i'm really kinda hurting cause of this whole "jenn and me" situation i'm thinkin it's going to have to be something having to do with us and our broken "always". i think it's gonna be a heart with the word ALWAYS (from that blink 182 song...it used to be our song) written in the middle, but the hearts gonna be broken down the center (like the mystery skateboard heart). yeah, but there's not many tattoo parlors here where i am...the nearest one is in North Bend...or Eugene. But i dont think my gprents are down to drive me all the way to Eugene...my gpa isn't to keen about the idea of me getting ANOTHER tattoo.
but fuck it ya know? this is the only thing that i can buy that i can take to the grave with me. THE ONLY THING.
hmm...i have a "explore what there is to do in reedsport" date with this girl from Starbucks...her names Jena. tiigghhtt. kinda nervous.
hmm...lets see...what else. oh i know, it seems like everytime i get jenn off my mind FATE steps in and throws me a song that reminds me of what used to be "us"...or her favorite number pops up with mine...or OUR number pops up. or, like the movie lastnight, i watch something on TV that has SOMETHING to do with "us" or her...
kinda gay, buddy...kinda gay...
lets see...my grandma might have breast cancer again. tomorrow she goes in for an ultra-sound, she went in for a mammogram friday...there's a lump. but whether or not it's cancerous is the thing. we wont know til wednesday or thursday.
so depending on the outcome of that i might be in cali this weekend, or maybe not even til next week. i dont know, i'm hoping for the best results...ya know?
anyway, i think i'm gonna go blaze a bowl and then float around til 6 or so.
at five i think i'll have a sparks or a beer before she comes to get me...haha, take the egde off!
peace out...
*Powder*...pretty old movie.
at the end Powder goes and talks to this guys wife who's dying, and she tells him she wants to wear *the ring* that he got her when they were younger.
so he pulls this ring outta this old box and OUT OF ALL THE RINGS IN THE WORLD this has to be the SAME ring that jenn wears all the time. it's the ring jenns grandma gave her before she died.
when i finally fell asleep lastnight, after bawling my eyes out for 3 hours, i ended up dreaming about that ring of jenns.
i think i was wearing it, or i saw it on jenns finger and the heart in the middle was missing. strange.
today i was on my myspace and there's a pik of me, jenn, and nancy and you can see that ring i'm talking about. i've been seeing a lot of it now...ever since lastnight.
and today, i went to the casino with 20 bucks...left with 112.21. and then some, cause i have some cash saved up. i've been thinkin i want another tat.
since i'm really kinda hurting cause of this whole "jenn and me" situation i'm thinkin it's going to have to be something having to do with us and our broken "always". i think it's gonna be a heart with the word ALWAYS (from that blink 182 song...it used to be our song) written in the middle, but the hearts gonna be broken down the center (like the mystery skateboard heart). yeah, but there's not many tattoo parlors here where i am...the nearest one is in North Bend...or Eugene. But i dont think my gprents are down to drive me all the way to Eugene...my gpa isn't to keen about the idea of me getting ANOTHER tattoo.
but fuck it ya know? this is the only thing that i can buy that i can take to the grave with me. THE ONLY THING.
hmm...i have a "explore what there is to do in reedsport" date with this girl from Starbucks...her names Jena. tiigghhtt. kinda nervous.
hmm...lets see...what else. oh i know, it seems like everytime i get jenn off my mind FATE steps in and throws me a song that reminds me of what used to be "us"...or her favorite number pops up with mine...or OUR number pops up. or, like the movie lastnight, i watch something on TV that has SOMETHING to do with "us" or her...
kinda gay, buddy...kinda gay...
lets see...my grandma might have breast cancer again. tomorrow she goes in for an ultra-sound, she went in for a mammogram friday...there's a lump. but whether or not it's cancerous is the thing. we wont know til wednesday or thursday.
so depending on the outcome of that i might be in cali this weekend, or maybe not even til next week. i dont know, i'm hoping for the best results...ya know?
anyway, i think i'm gonna go blaze a bowl and then float around til 6 or so.
at five i think i'll have a sparks or a beer before she comes to get me...haha, take the egde off!
peace out...