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I'm home...and I didn't think I'd be excited about that, until I got stuck in the middle of fucking no mans land for a week.
Desi-I say we kick it, like the good ol days. I was telling Amanda, lastnight, about that day we were stoned off our asses and laughed about a tail-less cat that hauled ass up a tree. Man, good times.
I'm shaking, and my fingers and lips are cold. I took those fuckin pills again, but this time I didn't take as many as I did the first time. Hmm...maybe I still took one to many. Who cares though.
I realized that this is the longest I've been single since I moved out here to the valley...it's cool, but gay at the same time. I miss what I had with Nikki. I miss being in love, and knowing it without having to hear it or say it all the time.
I'm gonna go now, watch TV and wait for my phone to charge.
Later...........
Desi-I say we kick it, like the good ol days. I was telling Amanda, lastnight, about that day we were stoned off our asses and laughed about a tail-less cat that hauled ass up a tree. Man, good times.
I'm shaking, and my fingers and lips are cold. I took those fuckin pills again, but this time I didn't take as many as I did the first time. Hmm...maybe I still took one to many. Who cares though.
I realized that this is the longest I've been single since I moved out here to the valley...it's cool, but gay at the same time. I miss what I had with Nikki. I miss being in love, and knowing it without having to hear it or say it all the time.
I'm gonna go now, watch TV and wait for my phone to charge.
Later...........