*sigh*

[linkinmike00]

i can't help but sit here and wonder why my mom hasn't talked to me in a month. i haven't even seen her. we had a big fight but i've never gone this long without talking to her. i said i didn't care if i ever talk to her but that was when i was furious. i didn't mean it. it hurts me so so bad to know that my own mother doesn't want anything to do

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~Just Breath~

[anonymous]

Out of any advice i can give to anyone, i just wanted to say live with her, and try to grow. Someone once said that 2 pigheaded people are the ones who are exactly alike, which is true in so many ways, All the times shes pushed your buttons and all the times youve pushed hers, and even though she does overeact at times, she still will love you. At first i thought how she was holding against you your anorexia and everything, but after much consideration, i'm realizing that she loves you she just cant keep worrying about you or shell have a nervous breakdown, you think she doesnt care, and she feels the same way about you, but there is such a thing as overlove, and that to me is whats happening, she just cares for you so so much and she thinks your so fragile she wants to protect you, and aside from everything she says, she was angry, and we always say bad things when were angry, i for one know this more then anybody, give it time and im sure youll both mend, because as bad as your feeling now, imagine how shes feeling, its just a matter of who picks up the phone first, i wish you luck, and as much as everyone hates me at everymoment since stupid things were brought up, your always in my heart. Stay strong, and know you always have someone who will drop everything to help you out, as much as you dont care either and as much as youve all expressed a horrible hatred for me, i will always be there for you, ALWAYS.

Re: ~Just Breath~

[anonymous]

I can remember furthermore how grown up you two were together, and when one relationship came crashing down like your mom, you turned into a whole other person, which wasnt healthy for anyone, and aside from all of that, she just needs to understand that you have to live your life, she may be able to control you now till your 18, but whats going to happen when your not 17 anymore when your on the threshhold of 18 and free, she sees nothing that you do right only the wrong things, its like having a report card and getting straight a's and then one d, of course there going to focus on that one negative thing, thats what your mom does shes so pessimistic and never sees the good youve done to peoples lives, and thats the issues she needs to address, now i know i'm not the best person to be talking about this, and you probabley have an idea of who i am, but im just trying to help someone who is in my heart, and always will be, and like i said your proabley like shut the fuck up, but i know how much of a negative person you can be when one thing goes wrong with you, and mind you i understand its a big thing, but try and just get over it, you and her, have a talk just the two of you, no therapist, no raised voices, just try and figure out why you have such anemosity towards each other. I care for you deeply and i dont want to see anyone upset, especially someone who touched my life like you did, but, listen or don't listen im just trying to make suggestions to you on how to deal with your stress level, because no one wants to see you angry, when you have a beautiful aura to spread around.

Love:
An Old Freind

Re: ~Just Breath~

[linkinmike00]

who is this?!?