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ahh...where to begin..lets start off on friday..well friday my aunt dropped me off at mikes house and then at 4 mikes dad brought me to omars house where everyone was haning out for phils b-day....when i got there everyone was swimming and lighting off fireworks..omars yard was a mess and stuff...later on i went swimming and stuff..then omar brought out a cake for phil..but we put fireworks in it and it was a mess and not edible after..then we did some other things..and went home....on saturday i did nothing untill like 5:30 and then went to omars house with mike...we were going to the movies with deric and this girl jaimie that i have known for 2 years. over these two years i have never seen her..but talked to her over the internet and i was finally gonna meet her..deric came to omars and his mom took us to the mall to see the movie...we met jaimie there, my first re-action was she looks nice and too bad i hadn't got to meet her before...then we got out tickets and omar and deric ate..then we went to see the movie anchorman..i sat next to her and through most of the movie she looked really bored, so i started poking her and stuff, trying to get her less bored i guess and then we ended up holding hands and it was weird but it felt good since i havent had a gf in 4 months and i didnt see that gf for 4 months before that. the thing is, i dont like her and i wouldnt do another long distance thing again..but it was just weird. back to the movie, it was pretty funny and a good movie overall....then jaimie left and so did we..then when mike and i got home we just did nothing and stuff. then on sunday..charlie came over and we hung out all day just doing stuff, the funniest thing we did was playing poker at like 12 at night and we all pretended to be celebrites, i was shaq, mike was oj, charlie was dave navaro and justin was his made up guy dave ses, o man that was fun..on monday i went to the movies with dan dibs and giannai...we saw anchorman and it was funnier the second time and it was good seeing dibs and mike cause they are pretty cool and mike looks different now cause he got sergury on his jaw and its wired shut, which sucks for him. when i got back, we just hung out untill after dinner, then we had a royal rumble like 10 times...it was funny cause when me and justin got out we just went after mike and pulled him out everytime..that was fun...then today me and justin hung out as mike went to iavinos hosue and stuff..so ya..im wathcing the all-star game now and manny just hit a 2 run homer...so ya..well over the last few days i wrote a song and i like and im gonna share them with you...the it has no name..if anyones got an idea for it....let me know..

let me rip out your heart
and tear it apart
see how it feels
ill look at it for
a minute or more
and then throw it away
as you sit there
in the hospital chair
you bleed as i stare
the gush of blood
creates a flood
that i will drown in

(Chorus)
why can't i
just let this die
i won't try
this again
why can't i
just let this go
i don't owe
you anything

i'll dig you up
with this cup
to see your face
in pain you are
this is by far
what i wanted

(chorus)
why can't i
just let this die
i won't try
this again
why can't i
just let this go
i don't owe
you anything

well thats it ill chat with you guys later