well hum-bug!
So in just a few hours i am off to Leabanon(sp) with my family, and my brother's friend, and Christen! Still i have no idea why, and i have absolutely no idea what we are going to do when we are there! ugh! i dont want to go at all!
Grrrrr! So that means i will have to call Ryan Wednesday! since i have to go to this lame ass "vacation" if thats what u want to call it! Maybe we can all hang out Thursday!? that would be fun!
I guess i have been thinking about Ryan meeting my mom and that whole thing, and some reason i really want it to be like Ryan calling here, talking to me for a few, and then talking to my mom. idk why i guess i just dont want to be there when she judges him! cuz yea that kinda of stuff makes me oh so nervous!
Well who knows, maybe on this little magical get away i will be able to figure everything out, about school, friends,and the getting to know my mom situation! Hopefully everything will work out in the end!
Cuz yea Ryan wants to meet my mom and its the same for me i want him to meet her to, i just dont want for her to judge him the very first second she meets him, because shes one of those that when she looks at the person she has her own idea about the person. But the thing is Ryan is the SWEETEST guy ever! i just dont know if she will get to know him, or just say NO!
IDK!??!?!?!
WELL I AM OFF TO GO ON THIS LAME ASS (30 min) TRIP!
and off to think about everything, in hope to make everything A LOT BETTER!
Grrrrr! So that means i will have to call Ryan Wednesday! since i have to go to this lame ass "vacation" if thats what u want to call it! Maybe we can all hang out Thursday!? that would be fun!
I guess i have been thinking about Ryan meeting my mom and that whole thing, and some reason i really want it to be like Ryan calling here, talking to me for a few, and then talking to my mom. idk why i guess i just dont want to be there when she judges him! cuz yea that kinda of stuff makes me oh so nervous!
Well who knows, maybe on this little magical get away i will be able to figure everything out, about school, friends,and the getting to know my mom situation! Hopefully everything will work out in the end!
Cuz yea Ryan wants to meet my mom and its the same for me i want him to meet her to, i just dont want for her to judge him the very first second she meets him, because shes one of those that when she looks at the person she has her own idea about the person. But the thing is Ryan is the SWEETEST guy ever! i just dont know if she will get to know him, or just say NO!
IDK!??!?!?!
WELL I AM OFF TO GO ON THIS LAME ASS (30 min) TRIP!
and off to think about everything, in hope to make everything A LOT BETTER!