Preoccupation.

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I don't feel well.
And I'm waiting for something.
Something important.
Something that reminds me that I am still a woman.

Where is it?
Why don't I feel that curling pain at the pit of my fertility?

I'm worried.
I can't handle not having it.
It has to come.
It has to.

And where is he?
I don't even know.
There is so much I don't know.

Can somebody help me?
Can anybody even hear me?
I feel so alone.