One candle light still slowly burns in the presence of my shadow...
I have never felt such pain and agony before in my life. As of right now, I have sun poisoning... I have the biggest migraine, I can't get warm, Ive been having like seizures because I am so cold. My throat is swollen like no other, the glands running down my neck are inflamed, I can't help but to feel like I'm going to throw up. My head is spinning in circles, my body feel weaker than ever, and I just want to sit here and cry. I've cried a lot because of this unbearable pain. I just want this to go away, I can't even look at food without the feeling of throwing up. I'd give all my money to just feel normal again without any kind of sickness. This pain is just way too much for me to handle. I can't move my neck without serging pain going to my head. Mind you, Im sitting here layered up like it is winter, and I AM STILL COLD, I have had a high fever and I can't break it. I feel like I'm never going to get better.
I guess you can say the only plus side of this is, I get to talk to Jason Carson. I love talking to him, HE IS SO MUCH LIKE ME! We both have the same morals, He is the greatest to talk to, we got off the phone last night at 5:30am, and started at about 9:30pm. We talked for about 8 hours on the phone! I love having late night phone calls, It makes me sooo happy. I was so happy last night despite the condition I am in. He made everything better. He and I are so much a like. Wow, I felt so happy last night. I can't help but to explain how happy I was, but I can't find the words perfect enough to tell you. All I have to say is WOW.
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I guess you can say the only plus side of this is, I get to talk to Jason Carson. I love talking to him, HE IS SO MUCH LIKE ME! We both have the same morals, He is the greatest to talk to, we got off the phone last night at 5:30am, and started at about 9:30pm. We talked for about 8 hours on the phone! I love having late night phone calls, It makes me sooo happy. I was so happy last night despite the condition I am in. He made everything better. He and I are so much a like. Wow, I felt so happy last night. I can't help but to explain how happy I was, but I can't find the words perfect enough to tell you. All I have to say is WOW.
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