Odd dreams and weirder real life
So, monday night I was talking to Amanda, and she asked me a question dealing with something that I hope never becomes a problem. Dom's sister is getting married, and as he could bring someone, he asked Amanda. I told her that it was ok if she went with him, but that leads into my dream. Tuseday morning before I woke up, I remember having a dream about going to English, with my prof and everything, but hwen I got out of class it was High School. So I'm going to History(these are the two classes I have on tusedays)and I see Jaquie. She knows about the wedding, and askes me if I'm going. I tell her no, and she askes why not when Amanda is.
That just really bothered me for most of yesterday. I was thinking to myself:"does it really bother me?"
I mean, I know that Dom and Amanda are very close, I could see that the first time I saw them. I also know that Dom has liked Amanda since the met. I've found that out the same night He and Joe found out that I liked Amanda. Yea, I had only talked to Amanda a few brief times at that point, but I knew that I would have to act on how I felt, that those feelings where to strong to just ignore.
As with being the kind of person I am, I asked Dom if he would be alright with me asking Amanda out. I know he said that he accepted the fact that she only sees him like a brother, but still I felt that it was something that I have to do.
I had hoped that it wouldn't be brought up again, but a few time Amanda has asked me how I feel about two of her closest friends (Dom and Jose) being guys. I told her that I was fine with it. I consider both Dom and Jose to be trustworthy people.
Its just that this seems to be a looming potential oddity of our relationship.
On a lighter note, I have a friend Pat, who everyone thinks looks like me(or that I look like him, or something) Mostly because we both had slightly dark skin(not white, but not black) curly dark hair, and glasses. We don't see it, but apparently his exgirlfriend does.(oddly enough, her name is Amanda. go figure.) Twice yesterday, when I was hanging out in the Litte Theater club room, Amanda walked by, and I could tell that she thougth I was Pat. Its a bit weird. The second time, she came into the club room and was talking to me, and asked me if I wanted to go to her house with her sister and friend for dinner. I declined, and asking Pat about it latter, he said that it was nothing, but it seemed very strange because she had already told me that I look like her exboyfriend. Just creepy.
Well, I'm going to see Jenni tomorrow before she heads back to SC, hanging at SpOt today, and hopefully getting a chance to hang out with Amanda(my girlfriend, I don't plan on talking about Pat's ex again) over the weekend, though I'm not sure when.
Wow, this took a half hour to get down...and its not even that busy at work today...
That just really bothered me for most of yesterday. I was thinking to myself:"does it really bother me?"
I mean, I know that Dom and Amanda are very close, I could see that the first time I saw them. I also know that Dom has liked Amanda since the met. I've found that out the same night He and Joe found out that I liked Amanda. Yea, I had only talked to Amanda a few brief times at that point, but I knew that I would have to act on how I felt, that those feelings where to strong to just ignore.
As with being the kind of person I am, I asked Dom if he would be alright with me asking Amanda out. I know he said that he accepted the fact that she only sees him like a brother, but still I felt that it was something that I have to do.
I had hoped that it wouldn't be brought up again, but a few time Amanda has asked me how I feel about two of her closest friends (Dom and Jose) being guys. I told her that I was fine with it. I consider both Dom and Jose to be trustworthy people.
Its just that this seems to be a looming potential oddity of our relationship.
On a lighter note, I have a friend Pat, who everyone thinks looks like me(or that I look like him, or something) Mostly because we both had slightly dark skin(not white, but not black) curly dark hair, and glasses. We don't see it, but apparently his exgirlfriend does.(oddly enough, her name is Amanda. go figure.) Twice yesterday, when I was hanging out in the Litte Theater club room, Amanda walked by, and I could tell that she thougth I was Pat. Its a bit weird. The second time, she came into the club room and was talking to me, and asked me if I wanted to go to her house with her sister and friend for dinner. I declined, and asking Pat about it latter, he said that it was nothing, but it seemed very strange because she had already told me that I look like her exboyfriend. Just creepy.
Well, I'm going to see Jenni tomorrow before she heads back to SC, hanging at SpOt today, and hopefully getting a chance to hang out with Amanda(my girlfriend, I don't plan on talking about Pat's ex again) over the weekend, though I'm not sure when.
Wow, this took a half hour to get down...and its not even that busy at work today...